Dear Diary •Chapter 2•

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Dear Diary,

After a long flight I've finally touched down in the uk.. I haven't seen my uncle Paul in so long.. I think he noticed how broken I am since he didn't ask how I felt.. He took me to his home and I met my aunt and cousins.. They are kinda weird but then again I have no parents. I not sure how well this will work since I feel like I don't even know who I am right now. I just am so hopeless girl with nothing going for her except the fact that she can fake a smile and tell a pretty good lie. I find myself Laying awake at night just wishing that I was different and that I had more to offer then just this.. But I can't change. I'm afraid if I change then I'll lose the only thing I have left.. Myself. But I find myself slipping deeper into this black hole of sadness and I can't stop myself from falling. Wake me up from the bad dream. Please somebody wake me and shot me. Make me know that I am insane. I'm not normal.. I'm stuck being this way. I just wish I could change

-S.B.J Broken Teen

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