Jack Napier/Joker Origin Story

Kimberly

//Lunchtime// I play with my food as i stare into the distance.It would be fun if i had someone to talk to about my feelings my anger my hatred..my secret side no..i could never tell anyone about that well I'm probably never going to "Hey Jack" i look up and see Kimberly the new girl she came her 2 weeks ago..and yes i think she's attractive,i like her she's cute "H-hey Kimberly" i sit up and straighten my posture she giggles slightly "Do you mind if i sit down?" i smile "No..no i don't mind" she wants to sit down at my table..with me? something is not right here,Well I'll just go with it "So..how are you?" i ask her "I'm fine and what about you Mr.Napier?"  I'm horrible i hate my life and I'm depressed "I'm good" i lie to her she smiles "That's good,Hey what about we meet after school here on Friday" my eyes light up "S-sure" i grin "Hey Kim come on!" one of her friends calls her name "I gotta go see you Friday!" she kisses my cheek my eyes widen and i blush slightly i watch her walk with her friends i can't believe she kissed my cheek..i have this weird feeling in my stomach now i think it's butterflies i sigh

 / / / /  I walk out of the classroom i lift my bag over my shoulders as i walk i get tripped up.I look up "Oops sorry loser" the boy smirks and runs off with his friends i get up fuck! i want to punch him and listen to  him begging  me to stop STOP IT JACK! i hate these psycho thoughts but i love them at the same time..yeah i get a kick out of pain / Back/at/home/ the house is silent..but i hear faint crying i run towards the sound.It's coming from the bathroom i kick the door open i see my mom with pills in her hand and some spilt all over the ground "I-I'm sorry" i grab her and hug her tightly tears stream down my face "No..mom i don't want you to leave me with him..please don't try this again..please just w-wait until i get all the money" she cries with me "I'm so sorry honey...i can't take this any more" i let go of her and stare her in the face "Mom! don't do this to me!" i run my fingers through my hair  "Stay in your room okay I'll make you some tea" she looks down..her expression is so sad..and her eyes you can tell they are dead inside she just wants to d-die.I lead her towards her bedroom "Just lay down" she gets into her bed and snuggles herself into the bed i smile and walk into the kitchen i start making tea for my mom..god i still can't believe that she was going to commit suicide..i could of just walked in to see her on the floor dead..i can't imagine it! i-its horrible but i like it..NO! what is wrong with me? i need help...often if i get these thoughts i punch my wall and get all my anger and murderous thoughts away.

  I finish making the tea.I walk towards my mom's room and put the cup on the side of the desk beside her.I turn her TV on and i head into my room i throw my bag down and search my cupboards for something i stole from my dad..I'd be dead if he found that i took it..and what it is.I grab it and point it at the window  "Everybody hands up or no one get's hurt..oh well I'll hurt you anyway"  i laugh yes you probably guessed what it is..a gun i love it..this little buddy is my only friend i stroke the gun and smirk "Jack your a loser" i mock one of the bullies voice i turn around and pretend to point the gun at his head "Who's the loser now?" i smirk "BANG!" Ha-ha..I'm hilarious.I turn around to my mirror and see me with the gun in my hand my brown curly hair falls on my face i have extremely baggy eyes and i have a skinny figure i stare at my image..I'm a joke..why would any like me? i throw the gun at the mirror which shatters the glass.I pick up  one of the shattered glass, I breathe in and close my eyes i squeeze the sharp object in my hand i struggle i can feel the blood oozing out of my hand "Ah!" i stop and throw the glass onto the floor i stare at my now bleeding and shaking hand.I quickly run to the bathroom i turn the tap on...i wonder if the blood tastes nice i lick my hand and smear the blood all over my face i stare into the mirror "Wow..i look like a serial killer...Ha..hAHAHAHAHAHHAHA"