We all took a deep breathe before walking inside. We walked inside and saw the boys all watching tv and joking around.
"Oh hey guys" John said
"Hey" We all said. We shrugged it off and walked to the kitchen.
"So how was the movie? What movie did you see?" Sam questioned
"Magic Mike" Megan said "Oh and yeah it was good"
"What really restaurant did you go to? Was it good?" Nate said
"Red lobster and yeah it was good as always it's red lobster!!" I said
"Oh what took so long?" Jack asked
"The restaurant was busy" Madison answered.
" Wanna explain why this picture was tweeted to us?" Johnson said holding his phone up to see all of us taking shots. Oh shit.
"We went out so fucking what? Stop Questioning us! Sam and nate you know we fucking hate it!" I said
"And you know we fucking hate it when you lie!" Sam said. Shit.
"So you question us like we are 16 year old's?" Megan asked
" you lie to us like your 16!" Nate said
" we don't have a problem with you going out just stop fucking lying!" Sam said. Nate glared at me and it wasn't a normal glare it was more like a death stare I was honestly scared. I walked outside to have Nate follow me.
"Why do you lie so much?" Nate asked
"Because I don't wanna have you following me everywhere" I said
"You act like I don't fucking trust you!!" Nate said "I trust you so much it hurts. I have so much trust and faith in you. I've never trusted someone so much. I don't open up to people! Only people that know about my past is Sam the jacks and you! Stop lying to me it's hurts me. I'm gonna start lying to you so you can feel the pain"
"Nate stop" I said
"No Lindsay! You out me through so much shit! We broke up because you lied to me and you still fucking lie! I can't do it anymore and I mean it this time. Stop fucking lying to me" he said. He got up and walked away as I sat on the patio staring at the sunset. A few tears rolled down my face.
Why do I keep lying to Nate? It's all my fault. I ruined things forever. I just lost my other half. He's the second most important person in my life beside my parents. Megan's the first no one can replace her. He's my joy.. Sunshine.. He's my everything and I can't fucking tell him the truth. I'm changing and I'm changing pretty bad. I got up and walked inside and went to bed.
Next Morning
I grabbed the keys and drove to the hair place. I wanted a new look. I wanted a fresh start. I didn't wanna be me anymore. I got my hair light brown. I loved how it looked. I drove home and walked into the house.
"Your hair!!!"'everyone said
"I love it soo much!!" Sam said
"Were twins" jack said
" yes I didn't even realize it" I laughed
"It really does look good" said Madison. I know since Nate and I aren't on good conditions, I didn't have to be nice to her but she actually wasn't that bad.
"Thank you Madison" I smiled. A couple minutes later I walked upstairs and took a shower. I wore black shorts, a black and white muscle tee and my black low top converse. I walked downstairs to see everyone ready and everyone talking.. Well except for Nate. Megan noticed and asked him what's wrong.
"Nate's what's wrong?"
"I trust this one person with so much and they do is lie to me and its really annoying" he said.
"Oh I hope you feel better?" Megan said and Nate laughed
"Thanks Megan"he laughed
"I didn't know what to say" she laughed
"You trying made me cheer it I love seeing you fail" he laughed. We all laughed.
" We should all do something tonight?" suggest John
"ya we should! how about lazor tag?" I asked " I still need to beat Nate" we aren't on good terms but I'm trying to make it less awkward.
"Good luck your getting your ass kicked" he spoke
" That will be you" I said. Let the games begin. We all left to get ready and while I was doing my hair Nat e walked up to me.
"Lets make a deal?" He shrugged
"What kind?" I asked
"If I win you have to be honest, If I loose then whatever" He shrugged
"Deal" I said kissing his cheek. We finshed then we all left.
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"Beat you Lindsay deals a deal" He smirked
" What deal?" Madison asked
"If I won she owns me 100 dollars but if she won I own her a shopping trip" He shrugged. Good thinking Nate I don't want people knowing.
"Ohhh" She shrugged.
"Ill give you the 100 dollars when we get home" I said to nate. He nodded then we drove home and all did our own thing.
"Babe?" I called out
"Yes?"
"Come to our room" I said. He walked in and sat of the bed.
"Yes?" He asked
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't lie to you. I'm done lying a deals a deal" I said. I was done lying to nate.
" Its alright babe I shouldn't have freaked out"
"Don't apologize" He wrapped his arm around my waisted and I wrapped mine around his neck. I kissed him.
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Lost (Sequal to savior) // Nate Maloley
Fanfiction" Nate I was lost without you" I said as tear threatened to spill First book - savior Second book - lost Third book - unbroken
