She brings backs my good side. (Never Shout Never story)

Chapter 5

Sandra POV

I woke in the morning with the sun shining really bright. I looked down and almost scream because we are so high. 

I looked to my left and saw Chris sleeping on my shoulder. I played with his blonde hair a bit until I saw him moving. 

He open his eyes and smiled at me. I smiled back. 

Our ride was moving until we reach the bottom. 

''Cozy huh? Its time to get out now'' a man in his 40's lower our ride down. 

On the way back home, I hug my butterfly. And I thank Chris a hundred times for getting me it. 

''Hey Chrissy, can we play toys in my room?'' I asked him

''Sure'' he replied

We were playing Bingo! , Go Fish and other tons of fun stuff. 

~Next Day~

Chris POV 

I drove Sandra to school as usual. 

I went to her room to clean all the fun messed that we made yesterday. 

I found a box and in there was a diary. I know I shouldn't be doing this but I'm doing it anyway. 

I open the book on page one and start reading it. 

 'page one. daddy is mean to me. he hits my already weak body. it hurts. i have bruises everywhere. mom came home and they were arguing. today is my 8th birthday. mom got me a old and dirty pony but I still like it. Daddy give me nothing but punches. I cried, I cried a lot that night. my bruises hurt. my arm is bleeding like hell. i wish that someday, mom will married a better guy and that someone will love me later on...'

'page two. mom broke up with dad and married a rich guy named David. he is really nice to us. I got new toys. my brain hurt. the doctor said that i have some problems with my head. im scared. everything at home was good but i was still unhappy. i need love....'

'page 3. I feel dizzy. I'm changing. WHY?! I just wanna live like a normal child would! I can't control myself well. The doctor said that there is no cure and if there was there will be a 1% chance of it. I locked myself up in my room and cried. I wonder what the new me will be like? I just need love,no money or toys will fix it!!!' 

After reading Sandra's diary, I cried. It was sad.....too sad. No child should be treated like this. Her dad was the reason why she was mentally ill. If her dad hasn't existed, Sandra would be in college and would have a nice job and would live a perfect normal life. She had an tragedy childhood that's why her brain change.  It change her because it wants the memories gone. It made an new personality for her. 

I went outside to smoke a few cigarette and cried.

I went back to the house and took a new paper out.

'her past was hell, your the devil who gave her punches. you make her cried every night, she wish that you were gone, please be gone when i wake up, please be gone......, she wants love, but instead you give her hate, you twist her mind around and made her like this, please be gone....., please be gone... , gone.....oh...woah... '

I cried after writing the song. 

I pick Sandra up from her mental illness school. 

She was sitting on the ground,playing toys. I made her stand up and hug her for at least a min. 

''I love you'' I whispered into her ears. 

Our heartbeat were in the same pace. She felt love for me too. 

''Chris...Chris, my head hurts...'' Sandra said

I took her to the doctor. 

''It looks like her brain is changing a bit for the better. But there will be a 40% that her old memories and new memories will collide and make her forget everything. She should be staying here for at least a week before she goes home'' the doctor said

I took out my phone and and call her parents. 

''Hey...its me,Chris'' 

''Hello,is there anything wrong?'' Shannon said

''uh....it just that her brain hurts and the doctor insisted that she stay in the hospital for at least a few weeks. '' 

''oh my gosh, is it that serious? I feel like Im gonna faint! We'll book the earliest flight tomorrow. '' 

''what about your mom?'' 

''the doctor said that after a few rest and healthy food then she will be better. we just hire her a professional babysitter for her. We just order a flight,we'll come to the hospital tomorrow. You can pack your bags, and you boss will give you the money tomorrow.Bye. '' Shannon said and hang up. I know that she's upset but I want to be with Sandra for a while. 

I hold onto Sandra's hand for awhile until it becomes warm. 

''I'm going tomorrow. I can't take care of you anymore. You'll always be in my heart. I will remember you,Sandra. I love you...'' I told her and kiss her hand. I lean in and kiss her forehead. 

I got up and went back to the house. Before I pack my things, I wrote a letter: 

  you will always be loved  ♥ -C  

and set it on her desk. 

I pack my bags and left the house. I say my last goodbye and get onto my car. 

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End of this chapter!