The 7th Sin GirlxGirl Fanfiction

Kyia's POV

From the beginning I've been in obsessed with my best friend she was my other half that made me complete. I would stare up at the moon and wonder if she's staring up too thinking about me like I always do .

Fights with her kill me mentally and physically I can't sleep without her by my side I can't even function properly knowing she's fustrated at the world knowing I'm breathing and alive wondering these streets alone.

Having hours of my life stolen from me re - reading our texts crying at every part that's like a knife that cuts a hole in my heart that keeps stabing me slowly and painfully.

The emotional scars she has left on me drags my daily life . My mother who is a drunk , Christian believes in Gods doing and Gods word.

In the Holy Bible it's a sin for loving another human of the same sex .

A shut on the world knowing that my mother could never except a part of me that lingers over my head like a dark cloud ready to burst in a thousand rain drops.

I've never thought of a life without her . Her eyes light up while her creativity drags her to adventure the beautiful words she thinks is like a melody to a song no pill could slim down her kindness .

The autumn breeze whispers her name as I slowly wait for her by the weeping willow tree that is planted there showing how strong our friendship is and shall grow into something more seriously beautiful. Words can't describe how I feel for someone who is so delicate and sweet but is witty as thorns . 
" Feeling thorn out of a window that she seems to enjoy." Crashing me down every time I try to stand on my two feet .  "I don't mind a little pain when I really earned it but you got me in chains when I don't deserve it ."

The first words I remember from her was the words that changed my life forever .

" Will you come sit with me ?"
She innocently asked as she sat alone at the lunch table as she twisted her short black ponytails having a light pink skruncy holding her hair together.

Looking across the room I could see where the teachers stood watching if everyone was getting alone together like they should.

Throwing my ham sandwich right next to hers I plotted myself inching closer and closer to her as time flew by.

These memories for me are locked safe away in a big book I like to call my diary that I stuff under my bed. It's a place for my deepest thoughts , decisions, fears , crushes , drama etc...

It's the only book I could trust with how I truly feel about my inner thoughts.

Hannah is someone I couldn't live without she's just something that ......

" Kyia!" The Spanish teacher snapped my name making it echo threw out the small trailer they called the "Spanish learning cottage." As everyone laughed how zoned out I was and frightened by the sound of my voice being screamed .

Realizing I was getting lost and jealous of staring at Hannah talking to someone else made me clenched my teeth as Mrs. M asked me to pay attention as this lesson was very important for the upcoming test next Friday. My face grew red with mixed emotions partly sadness mostly anger and confusion on what they have that I don't.

I pulled my cherry blonde hair behind my ears sat up straight and tried to erase Hannah from my mind .

Seconds felt like hours but when it was finally ready for the bell to ring I headed my way to Hannah. I would not be able to stand another second without her .

Having her two bitchy friends stare at me with both dirty and hateful looks I didn't bother wasting my time with them all I wanted and all I needed was Hannah .

" Hannah you wanna hang today? My mom is bringing me to the pool and she would like you to join ." I asked giving her an innocent look getting lost in her dark , brown eyes .

Jumping into our conversation was yet one of the girls who shot me a dirty look .

An unattractive little girl who kinda looks like Wensday Adams from the Adam's family a show from the 1960's .

Having a heart that is as cold as stone she interpreted our conversation like it meant nothing.

" Actually Kyia Hannah is coming over with me later today ." She said with an eire grin forming across her face as I stood there with a plastered smile planted ontop of my face .

Trying to hold my head up high I slowly backed away as the three blabbered away as I just went over to have my friend Auttumn comfort me unconditional .
Than the twenty questions came threw as she threw them at me faster than a snowball fight I could avoid.

" What's wrong?"

" Why are you upset?"

But after that second question I blacked out I couldn't listen to all the lies all I could do was have anger fill up inside of me like the anger a small child has when you steal a toy he/she is playing with right out of their small little hands .

The bus ride home was terribly loud and too crowded to actually enjoy sitting and enjoying the bus ride.

To anger to great anyone including my mother I headed straight towards my room looking for my butterfly diary .

Dear Diary,
Today I couldn't get Hannah off my mind I tried to invite her to the pool to try telling her that if she wants to be my friend I will always be there for her and love her unconditionally , but my plans once again are ruined by that ass hole of a Nessa who is the one that usually ruins my plans. Marie is just the bitch who loves to ruin my plans with her.

Why can't she see that her " Prince Charming " is actually a Princess and she's been waiting here for her while she chases guys and has her heart broken when they find out she's a complete loser and a waste of their time .

She sometimes cold as as and more bitter than December leaving me alone trying to escape reality. She probably knows me better than I know myself.

I can't let her keep falling for guys that don't appreciate who she truly is I have to ruin their relationships she is trying to beginning. Hannah probably won't hate me because all I gotta do is shed some tears and she'll forgive me and forget nothing ever happened.

That's why it's easy to manipulate her she falls right into my plans like a helpless lonely child who need her mama to guide her threw . I'll be her mother that guides her threw the dark area she likes to play I just gotta keep my eyes open.

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Authors Note: To anyone who is actually reading this thank you so much. I'm trying to get out the story my friend (who I changed her name to Hannah ) what is happening in her life . She has this obsessed friend and I'm trying to see what you guys think of course I am not Kyia but I see what actions she does and how it hurts Hannah and I'm sick and tired of keeping everything I know and see bottled up . So to support my friend I'm making kinda like a fan fiction of her trying everything she can to be with Hannah . I only truly think my closet friends are going to read this and this story won't go far because I'm not the most talented writer on Wattpad . If anyone even know some Adam Lambert lyrics I threw in there we could become great friends :) Also all rights go to him . Alright like I said in the beginning thank you so much for getting Hannah's story out :)!