Expiration Date

My Past

"Hey Lisa"
"Hey Jaxson"
That was our only exchange for the past five years. I am in the 8th grade. My final year in middle school thank god for that. I enter my class and sit next to Derek and Paige.
"Hey Jaxs" Paige never usually called me by my full name.
"Hey beautiful how are you?"
"I'm better now that you are here."
Me and Paige had just started to have a thing and I liked her a lot. We grew up together and then we met Derek and it has been the three amigos ever since.

Lisa happened to come over one day and said more than her usual hey.
"Hey I know I normally don't say much but I know the Spring Formal is coming up and was wondering if you would like to go with me."
"Uh sure I think it'll be fun to go with you." I've never been asked on a date before and it was nice of her. Plus she was pretty cute and had blue eyes.

Then something happened that surprised the hell out of me.
"No. Sorry there Lisa but he is going with me" Paige suddenly yelled. This was so cool two girls want me!
"Actually Paige he said yes just ask Derek."
"No. He won't go with a slut like you Lisa. Everyone knows you have already lost your virginity and I don't want you to take my boyfriends."
"I was raped. I didn't loose it on purpose." She seemed hurt and looked like she was going to cry.

This bickering went on until I finally spoke up.
"Paige, Lisa asked me and even if she's a slut in going to go with her."
"Jaxson do you really think I'm a slut?"
"Well I don't know but you did loose your V card to an older guy..."
She instantly started crying and started to leave but I could hear her say, "Don't come to the dance with me" when she walked through the door.

The Spring Formal came around the corner and I went with Paige. I got there at about 8:00 and I saw Paige waiting for me. We entered the dance but everything looked glum. The night went on and then the principal made an announcement.
"Hello students, I have some important news to tell you all. We have lost a fellow class mate last night. Lisa Turner committed suicide and left a note for me to read tonight. So here we go. 'I will miss most of you but for the ones I trusted and then you betrayed me and called me a slut and made my depression worse. I wish I could have stayed and gone with the guy I wanted too but he was one of those people. You guys did this to me and you don't deserve to see me in this world. See yea in hell assholes.' Well that was a little graphic but we will miss you Lisa R.I.P."

I went home and cried I killed someone. I didn't mean too. I can't handle this pain. Why was I so stupid? I feel like the world is just black...

... Then I woke up. I've had that dream ever since the Spring Formal. Now Derek is holding it over my head. I don't know what to do.

What do you guys think will Jaxson or Derek tell Rebecka?