The Shadow Knight

NOTE

Hi my fellow shadows! 

I want to start this message by saying I'm really, really, really sorry for not updating this story. I'm sorry if I practically abandon it.. 

Things have not been nice to me recently, shits about college, about friends, about life. I somewhat know the feeling of disappointment if a fanfic suddenly stop updating, I'm a reader myself.. But this past days and months, I've also come to realize the feeling of the authors, the burnout, the writer's block, and more life shits. 

I've tried to bring back my motivation by uploading the recent chapter titled "Let's Return" but nothing happened.. I still feel drained, tired, and unmotivated. 

I understand if some of you are disappointed at me and I accept your criticism. 

I've wrote this message because I've left you guys without a word again and I think it's proper if I updated sometimes, just to let you know what's happening (I'm sorry if your not interested) 

I just want to share this feeling in my chest about this fanfic.

As I said, this past days and months have not been good to me, however I noticed something that really touch me until now. I sometimes opened Wattpad since maybe I'll suddenly get motivation to write, but unfortunately nothing happened.. HOWEVER I noticed that there are people still adding my story in their reading list. There are people liking and commenting on my story.

I honestly feel touch and so grateful to have fans like you guys! I know that I can use this as motivation, however at my current state, I think I can't produce a another chapter that will exceed or just maybe enough for you guys. I've always wanted to produce chapters that will make you guys hyped, excited, happy, and more. 

Another thing I want to share is that, I started reading again! I unfortunately stopped reading anything before because I'm just tired to do anything.. HOWEVER, recently I've started reading again, being interested in stuff again! 

If I'm being honest right now, I feel somewhat motivated since the recent fics that I read are black clover and also I've started to watch solo leveling (IT'S AMAZING). And somehow, I began to think of different scenes from the current setting of my story so far. Maybe, just maybe I can get enough motivation to write again..

Now, I want to ask you guys a question based from where I've left the story (The royal knights exam). I've been thinking about the setting of my story and how I've changed things. 

I want to ask you guys to pick something from me, these are:

Show all the fights (personally, this is where I'm having difficulty before because I can't think of how to make the fights (of those characters who are not one of the mains) more exciting. But, if you guys favor this then I'll try my best.)

OR

I'll focus on the fights that are exciting (Mainly the main fights) 

Just to have a preview, if you guys pick the 2nd option (Focus on the main fights) The next chapter will have a note that says (A/N - The fights are same in the anime) and also the start of the story will have this "After several more rounds, the exam enters the semi finals"

That's all!

Once again, thank you for all the support, votes, and comments! It really means so much to me that my story have this much appreciation. I hope this can start something, a new page in my life, and especially the comeback of THE SHADOW KNIGHT