'Please stay with me' - A Brooklyn Beckham fanfiction

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*  Your POV *

One month after Brooklyn's visit, I'm still ignoring him. It's so hard for me because I love him so so much but I can't just forgive him so fast. His reaction was bad and unfair and I was so shocked that he could be so mean because he's always so soft and lovely and he treats me like a princess. Normally. Brooklyn's words are stuck in my head, I hear them everytime I think about him "It's all your fault."  "I don't want to have this baby." ...Ughh, that's so disgusting. I don't really want this baby, too. It will ruin my future, I always wanted to have a save and good future with a great job and a man I can trust and cute kids - but not now! I don't know if I could finish school and I don't know if I'm able to raise a child. Like...I'm fucking 16 old, I'm not an adult. And it seems like I have to raise my child alone! Sigh at life.

My parents don't know about my 'situation' yet because I'm so afraid of telling them? What would they think? Would they be angry or sad? Fuck, this is so dumb! I'm sure my big brother will kill Brooklyn because he's always so overprotective and he loves me so much. He actually warned me about Brooklyn when I told him about the relationship because he was afraid that Brooklyn will hurt and leave me. He said that his fame would ruin everything and that he's a childish guy who isn't able to take responsibility. I laughed at my brother because I couldn't imagine that Brooklyn is such an asshole...But y/b/n ( your brother's name) was right. Great.

It's a friday evening and I'm overthinking as always. My life feels so empty and pointless ughh. But I've made a decision: I'm going to call Brooklyn this evening. I can't stand ignoring him and he seems to be really sorry because he doesn't stop calling and texting me. I don't react but he doesn't care, he just fights for me. He was on my doorstep very often and he's waiting for me in front of my window. That's so freaking cute because I've never came out but Brooklyn 'visits' me every single day. And I can't live without him plus it's his baby, too, and I can't just take it away from him. Okay, I'm only in the thitrth month but my stomach will grow in a few weeks and sometime, I'll be able to feel it's moves and then I'll find out the gender...It's so exciting and I really want to share this important moments with my boyfriend or ex boyfriend?? Anyway, I've decided to contact him but I don't have the nuts to call him like wtf I've called him so often and I'm never nervous because it's so normal and I had so many great and long conversations  plus he is/was my boyfriend so what's my problem???? Okay, chill y/n. It's all good. You'll just press this phone button and speak up. Ughh no, I need to do something to calm down. So U decide to watch some TV, my favorite show always makes you feel better. I'm zapping through the channel when I suddenly see Brooklyn's face. That's not suprising because he is famous and he's on TV like every day especially with me by his side. Yes, our relationship is pretty publicly. It's pretty annoying but I'm used to it. They just take photos and ask stupid questions but that's everthing. They don't even spread rumors maybe because we two are young and they don't want to ruin our realationship. But this time, the girl by Brooklyn's side isn't  me. and Brooklyn are fighting so often lately but he promised you that he will stop spending so much time with her. You won't forbid him to spend time with his bestfriend because it's his life and his decision and you have male friends, too and you know that you can trust him. But you're so afraid because you always have the feeling that Chloe still loves him and you know that she doesn't like you (but you like her, too so it doesn't matter lol) but Brooklyn doesn't regcognize it and it sucks so much like are you blind? She tries to ruin our relationship but you still hang out with her and you can't waive spending time with her?! Anyway, Chloe and Brooklyn are chilling on the beach with KFC stuff and they seem to be very happy. Now, the TV shows Brooklyn whispering something to Chloe and her face looks shocked and Brooklyn looks so unhappy and angry. Are their sharing secrets or what?? "The two very close friends are telling each other EVERYTHING - typical for bestfriends. But this news aren't typical for teenager. Witnesses report that Brookln was talking about his girlfriend Y/n and a pregnancy! He was complaining about that and he said that 'this whole baby thing' sucks and that he doesn't want to commit himself to his girlfriend just because of a dumb baby. Wow, that's pretty mean. Not just his words but also that he is talking about his own girlfriend behind her back with another girl! Besides Brooklyn and his girlfriend weren't in seen together for almost the last two months. What's going on with the cute couple? Are they even still a couple? We try to get more news and we're going to inform you."  Okay. This is too much. I
  can't even think clearly. What...what the fuck? Is he serious? Maybe it's stupid to believe them because it's a gossip show but...they've never lied about your relationship and they've never spread rumors. And i can see it with my own eyes: Brooklyn and Chloe were talkig and their expressions suit to the assertion. Plus Brooklyn's reaction after you told him about your baby was like the news said. He was angry and he didn't want a child. But...all his messages are so believable! He promised that he'll help me and be there for me and he isn't the sort of boys who tell lies. But this news are so confusing and obvious. Fuck, this is making me so angry. I cancel my plan. I'm definitely not going to call this fuckboy. Shit! This is too much.

A few seconds later, my phone rings. Brooklyn. What a coincidece. Not. Should i answer his call? No, I don't need  his fucking explanation. i block him on all your social Networks like facebook, twitter and instagram and I block his number. His calls suck. I deserve better guys!