You Rejected Me As A Mate, Because I'm Fat?!?

Enough Is Enough, I'm The Real Luna

Nobody knows the real me. Nobody knows how many times i've cried in my room when nobody was watching. Nobody knows how many times i've been let down; Nobody knows how many times i've felt like i'm about to snap, but I just don't for the sake of others. Nobody knows the thoughts that go through my head when i'm sad, how horrible they truly are.Nobody.Knows.Me. That's how I felt right now, terrible, just...Just, I don't know just terrible. Blake kissed me and left. My wolf.. She was whimpering, crying, "It's okay." I kept telling her. ' it will never be the same, bastard' I rolled my eyes and started dragging my feet all the way to the pack house. It was large, red brick surrounded the outside, green grass, the greenest grass i've ever seen layed outside. I walked up to the big black double doors, I knocked once, no answer. Knocked twice, no answer I walked to the back of the house to see a bunch of wolves lying down crying.

"Oh my god!" I shrieked .

"What happened?" The bigger wolf of the group shifted , I covered my eyes not wanting to see the man's junk.

" Luna" He said bowing his head.

" Oh no your getting me mistaken for Laura." The warrior chuckled and shook his head.

"Your smart, Beautiful , funny. I couldnt ask for more in a Luna" The 5 wolves in back of him turned to me and layed down on their tummies .

"How--How did you know?"

" Sweetheart , We are Warriors . One of the strongest wolves out there . Under Alpha and a Beta of course . The moment you walked in , I felt the power emanating from you . The perks of being an alpha's mate . You have a strong will, caring heart .I could feel it ." He smiled.

"Thank you" I smiled back , only if he knew I had no confidence.

"What happened , why were you guys all crying ?" I questioned .

" We lost one of us today , Vampires ... Killed him . Ripped his heart out . It was horrific, scary. No words can describe it . It was sickening." I felt bad for them, they were all strong wolves and seeing them cry breaks my already broken heart more.

" Hold a meeting tell everyone the vampires are back. Get all the elders, children, women, mates all to safety."

" We can't... Alpha Blake needs to hold it, he said he was busy at the moment when we talked to him."

" Who the fuck cares what "Alpha" Blake says. " I did quotations with my fingers for the word alpha.

" He's probably fucking , his bimbo. He's not a real alpha if he doesn't take his packs safety seriously." I was red in the face by the end of my little rant. I know I shouldn't take it out on these poor, poor Warriors , but enough is enough I'm the real Luna . I shouldn't be hid in the dark no longer , why should I . I'm an alpha's mate . I should be putting my powers to use .

"Luna , Blake is going to be mad if you do." A little red head said.

" I'm the Luna of this pack, and my peoples safety is important to me." The red head ,the big guy and the rest gave me a huge smile . Tonight at the meeting .I'm breaking out of my shell.

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I was in one of the pack rooms, putting all my stuff away in closets , and shelves . I called the meeting and told all the wolves, but of course, I sent an E-mail hacking Blake's account. I told everyone to be here at 7:00 , that's the time Laura and Blake will be home. It's 6:20 now. Just enough time to take a shower and get ready. I moved to the bathroom and stood in the hot shower for a good amount of time. I walked into my room, put lotion on. Perfume , brushed my teeth, washed my face and put makeup. I wanted to look nice yet simple . I chose leather leggings . and a stripped long sleeve shirt , with red converse. It was 6:50 , I hear people filling the living room. My heart was racing , my palms were sweaty, and I'm not going to lie,I'm nervous as hell. I walked down the stairs and saw all the wolves , Oh my god.... Turned back Libby, turn back.. I kept telling myself. No, no... Not this time. I took big deep breaths and step by step I walked down the stairs . I made my way to the make shift stage, courtesy of Danny, Talon and Drake. I was taping on the Mic . I looked into the crowd and saw the boys giving me a thumbs up in the back. I smiled out of nervousness. And began speaking.

" Excuse me , could I have everyone's attention. " The chatter got louder.

"Excuse me." I said again. No one listened.

" EXCUSE ME! SIT YOUR BUTTS DOWN AND LISTEN!!!!" Everyone got quiet and turned their attention to me. Okay, Libby you got this.

" Now that I have your attention , you may sit quietly and wait till the Alpha comes around." Everyone nodded and whispered talked. 10 minutes later , Blake his beta Aaron and Laura walked in .

" What is this?!?" Blake screamed .

" Well, thank you for joining us Blake , now shut up and sit your butt down. Or I have no choice but to put a mussle on your snout." He glared in my direction and started walking to the stage . Laura opened her nasty mouth, oh joy.

" Well , Isn't it Libby Ester, the shy weird girl. What are you doing?" She spat at me. "Shut your nasty mouth before I throw you in a kennel." I spat back .

" What was that bitch!"

"SIT YOUR ASS DOWN! BEFORE I MAKE YOU MINCED MEAT!!!" She bowed her head and sat down but not before muttering a quiet . ' Sorry Luna' I'm going to get used to this power thing. Blake pulled me off stage, well, more like yanked . Tingles shot from my arm, I think he felt it too because he let go.

" What do you think your doing?"

" As a Luna I have a job , and that job is to protect our pack ,our meaning everyones pack in this living room. Not your pack, not your father's pack . Not some John doe off the street. No, every single wolf here , is part of this pack, its a family and we work together . You seem like you just want to save yourself , and I'm so down for that. You could be Alpha I'll be Luna , we won't be normal. You could bang and date, hell even marry Laura. I'll date , marry any guy I want. Fate gave me a job and that job is to became something more , a Luna, protector of this pack . Vampires are killing off our best warriors . Sneaking on our pack territories, spying , and kidnapping members , torturing them , asking them questions about their Alpha , hell those sick bastards are even killing off all the mates of the male population. I have a meeting to attend so move aside buddy. By the way close your mouth, your gonna catch a fly." I was gasping for air, that rant did well, but I need to get this show on the road. I ran my hands over my top to get the wrinkles out and walked back on stage. Time to break the news to them .

" Hello everyone in the Silver Wolves pack. I'm your speech talker Libby Ester , you might know me as the 3rd in command's daughter , John, my father sadly passed to early in life . The title was passed down to my brother , Danny Ester." Everyone turned and clapped their hands for my awesome brother.

" You might all know Blake , well, your Alpha. He, he's been.." I turned and saw Blake give me pleading eyes , telling me not to tell them .

" He's been slacking.." I did this for you, Blake . You better repay me. Everyone nodded in confirmation and a corus of yeah and yup , spread throughout the living room .Well, easier then expected.

" Anyways , we lost a warrior today , a strong loving warrior . Please a moment of silence ." Everyone bowed their head. thinking, praying for this strong warrior , who died for us .

" Vampires. Vampires are the cause of this , killing, spying and kidnapping members of each pack. This problem must be ressolved . I want every elder, child, women and mates of all male werewolf , to go in hiding , get your things from your houses and move into the basement of the Alpha's home, here. I don't want to hear no excuses. Warriors , patrol men day and night shift , men of the pack , any shape and sizes . Prepare for the biggest battle of your entire life.... Remember no excuses . Meeting dismissed." Everyone got up and walked out of the house. I turned my head to the left and saw Blake stare at me with such an intensity, I felt vulnerable, and intimidated. " Libby, Aaron, Danny ... My office now. We have planning that needs to be done." He said while walking to his office. Well, this is going to be a long night.

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(A/N: Yay! Chapter 7!!!!!!!! Hope you guys liked it, sorry it took a long time . But its up now. Next chapter will be updated sooner I hope, but I'm not making any promises. You could say. there is going to be more action and drama in the next chapter. Finally Libby is getting out of her shell . Okay, ill stop talking . Thanks for reading

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