Anything For You Master ((LevixReader))

Feelings

((Song: Call If You Need Me))

((Hanji's P.O.V))

Its strange to see (y/n) smile so genuine. Though she smiles day in and day out, it was at full bloom yesterday when we excepted her dating Levi. It was like a rare, gorgeous flower peeking out of its bud to show itself to the world. I bet she's smiling right now, laughing at Levi's butthurt personality... Just smiling because she is with him. Its good to she her so happy, yet sad that it comes at a cost. When (y/n)'s parents get back, I know it wont end well. They wont be happy with her dating a poor street kid. I do wonder where and how (y/n) has and got her loving personality. No matter how bad you are or what you have done... She will have your back. I hope Levi knows how lucky he is. I envy him for having someone such as (y/n) as a girlfriend.

"Hanji-san... The pizza is burning." Izzy's voice brought me away from my thoughts.

"HAHA WHOOPS!" I leaped off the counter top and onto the marble floor.

"Hey Hanji... What is love?" I stopped in my tracks and looked over to Izzy.

"Thats a weird question to ask while cooking pizza." I fixed my glasses and gazed down at Izzy.

"Well, I want to know... Big bro seems very open with (y/n). He never was like that to Farlan and I. Is it because he loves her more than us... What is love truly like... I love Farlan and big bro a lot, but big bro loves (y/n) more than us..." Izzy looked down at the unwashed dishes.

"Eh... Izzy, your love for your big brother is different from the love he has with (y/n). I know he cares for you... I can see it in his eyes that he worries for you two, but what he feels with (y/n) is different. He loves you both like a older brother would love his younger siblings, he is always they for yoy when you need him." I smiled at the young girl.

"Ok! I was afraid that big bro was going to leave us for (y/n)... I mean I am so happy that Levi is with her, she is the best! What kind of love does he feel for her?" She tilted her head like a small puppy. I gently stroked her hair and crouched down to her level.

"It maybe to soon to say its love, but you may never know. The kind of love he feels for (y/n) is like a sort of hard to explain... But to me, Love is a temporary madness, it erupts like volcanoes and then subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion, it is not the desire to mate every second minute of the day, it is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every cranny of your body. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away. Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us. When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us. When we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and confused. ((This has two love quotes because I have no knowledge of this 'love' thing)) " I fixed my glasses once more and looked at Izzy to see if I had lost her. Her eyes seemed hypnotized by my words.

"You know Hanji... You're very smart and good with words... Have you felt love before?" A small spark was lit in Izzy's eyes at that very moment.

"I guess you can say that... But I was stupid enough to let them go, to give into what they were trying to protect me from." I closed my eyes and thougt about all the pain I caused for the one I love, the man who got caught up in my mess. I shook of the thought and put an end to them. I stood up and smiled at Izzy.