Sweetskullmeg- My Story

People don't understand

Hi! So at this point I guess everyone has stopped reading my blog! So I'm going to shake it up a bit! In today's update I'm going to basically rant about all the things that have been bugging me recently about 'understanding'. Now before I begin, this doesn't apply to wattpad users commenting on this, because I can't bland you for anything because, unless you're one of my friends under a code name, you haven't actually met me!

First on my list- Top three things NOT to say to a girl with anxiety!
1. I'll go get a teacher!
No! Never do this, if someone is crying (unless their bleeding or something) NEVER tell an adult! I'm sure many of you can relate to this! But in case you can't, I want to tell you a story.... When I was in year 7 our class was going on a school trip to a theme park, now I REALLY wanted to go on this trip, but well, things didn't quite go to plan! So I was sitting at my desk with my friend, I think I called her Kate previously, and some of the popular girls came over and started harassing us! I started having a mini panic attack (which involved me starting to cry and not being able to breathe). Now what do these popular girls say? "Miss, I think Meg's dying!". This resulted in me getting sent to the nurse, who then called my Mum, who was so worried that she came all the way back from work to take me home! If those girls had said nothing,mo would have calmed down, been fine, and gone to the theme park! Do you get my point?

2. Is someone bulling you?

So this one happened quite recently. Again, I was freaking out, I was outside, stating under a tree, trying to force myself to breathe, when a boy came up to me. Now my thoughts on this boy are mixed... Sometimes he can be a really good friend, other times he's worse than the rest of the boys in my class! So he walked up to me and said- "Meg, are you alright? Is someone bullying you?" First of all- what am I meant to say to that? I haven't even told my Mum about my anxiety let alone telling this random boy who I hardly know! So I just looked at him and said... Well... Don't judge me, this was on the spot thinking, I said... "No, a wasp just stung me"... So he walked away looking strangely at me as he did.. I've avoided him ever since!

3. Can you ask my Mum if we can have popcorn?

Now this one is quite specific but it's not just popcorn! If your like me then you'll know that asking anyone for anything is a very daunting experience! I don't know where this comes from, but it still happens! What am I mention to tell my friend when she says that? "No, I'm scared of your mum" ummmmmmm yeah, I think not!

So there we are! Please leave a comment, saying which kind of entry you prefer... If there is still anyone there! Thank you so much for reading this, it really means a lot to me!

Bye!