Ahh Shit! I didn't mean for it to go down like that. I care but then I don't. I know, that's fucked up but you have to understand. I really ain't got no sympathy for no one but my little brother. And if she felt some type of way, then she do. I ain't trying to sound like a bitch but she knew what she was getting herself into the day she met me. I was gonna run out and do the whole 'baby don't leave ' bullshit , but it wouldn't be real. Not gonna be the one to make you stay.. I've been hurt so many times, I don't feel a way when i hurt others.
I got out of bed to check on my little brother. I peeked in his room and he was still sleeping. I stood there for a moment, he starting to look more like my mom. I closed the door and walked to my room. I looked at the clock 4:47. Ughh whats the point if going to sleep ill only get thirteen minutes of sleep. So I stripped down and got into my shower.
It was 6:08 a.m. when I got out of the shower. Damn I didn't mean to stay in there that long. I walked to my phone twenty eight notifications. None from taje.. Well shit ill goo on with my day. She bound to hit me up. No worries. I went to my closet picked out some long cream colored suit pants and a burgundy blouse with burgundy six inch heels. I let my hair hang down to the small of my back. Grabbed my purse and keys and headed to the kitchen. Cameron was sitting at the bar eat a bowl of CoCo puffs.
"GoodMorning EmKay"
"Morning little man. You almost done?" I asked grabbing an apple.
"Yeah" he said getting down and putting his bowl in the sink. " Am i going to Grandma's or day care?"
"Where do you wanna go?"
"Grandma's!!" He said grabbing his game bag that sat by the television. "To be honest EmKay I think im to old for daycare. I know school is out and you working so you can't watch me. But i dont like that daycare." He looked at her.
"Hmm I'll talk to grandma about that today Okayy. But lets goo." We made sure everything was off and the door was locked.
