Destiel

Deans point of view

    Castiel, the sexiest angel out there. He has the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen. I get lost in his sky blue eyes every single time I see him. oh, why can't he just be mine already?! *sigh* I, I love him. I have these wonderful thoughts that we have a happy family together. We have a little girl and I honestly have no clue why. but, it feel so so right. I really want to tell him how I feel but I'm afraid what his reaction will be. Oh who am I kidding, it's Cas what would he do? Okay I'm going to tell him no matter how hard it is for me. I'll do anything to get these words out of my mouth! Cas invited he to the coffee shop tomorrow, I can tell him then. But what if he runs out of there because he doesn't know how to take the news?! Oh my god I can't tell him! I have to keep it a secret! NO! I can do this! Tomorrow it is, I will tell Cas the way I feel. Until then I'll get some sleep. Oh I really really hope Cas feels  the same way.