I want to be hugged so hard it hurts!
I want to yell at you and feel something
Like blood dripping from my wrist,
Or,
My chest trying to escape my body
Its satisfying in a way
The same way it feels when u realize ur life is only average
And u do this to be different
To have a unique """ life
Whatever
I want to be in love but happy at the same time
Is that possible to achieve as a teen;?!?
Lol
Anyways
I feel overly disorganized
To the point I cried in a gas station today
Because my vision was so blurry
I couldn't find the candy bar my mom wanted
I grapped whatever looked okay off the shelf
I stumbled out the gas station and slept in the car
I had a dream that all these buildings were on fire
Why do I love life so so much owch it hurts
