One Direction Imagines

Louis Tomlinson - The Apology

It was a hot evening of august and I was walking in the park. I hadn't seen him for quite a while due to the row we had been through just before he left to tour.

I was walking, I felt out of the reality. I let my thoughts wander back to the argument I blamed myself so much for. Where was he now? Was he still mad? I couldn't help but see the furious look he had gave me when he left over and over again in my mind. As my eyes started to water, I felt a hand on my hip bone. I froze. I could feel a hot breath on my neck. The heat of the person standing behind me radiated and this simple touch gave me goosebumps. This scent. I knew it to well. It was the intoxicating scent I had missed so much. I turned around, slowly, as Louis wrapped his arms around me. He pulled me close to his body and the tears started to run down my cheeks. God how I wanted to tell him all the things I had planned to tell him! But soft lips shut me up as I was about to speak. He held me tighter and I let my mind go dizzy. Feeling his warm body close to mine had this strange ability to calm me down and make me forget everything.

Louis pulled back, just enough to be able to look me in the eyes. He smiled. A shy smile which showed me how worked up he was about this whole situation. He pulled me back in his arms again and whispered in my ear "I am sorry, I am so sorry, I just hope.." I shut him up with another kiss and I felt him smiling in my kiss.

"Let's go somewhere more private" I whispered. I didn't want all the population of London to hear our conversation. We walked for quite a while without saying anything, his hand laying on the small of my back. He then stopped in front of a small cafe and looked at me waiting for my approvement. I nodded. We walked in and chose a table at the back of the room.

As he was sitting in front of me I allowed myself to analyse his features. He looked gorgeous, then again it wasn't an utter surprise, but he also looked tense. I knew he would start to talk anytime now. I was right.

"Listen" he started "I don't know why I reacted like that... I felt guilty. I wanted to come back and apologize as soon as I closed the door behind me, but, you know... Guys pride..." I parted my lips, wanting to talk but he didn't let me. "I don't want you to say anything I don't want you to say you're sorry. I just want you to listen to all I have to say to you. I love you Jo, during all these weeks I realised I can't live without you! You are more than i deserve. I will never let you down, I will always be here and try my best to make you the happiest girl in the world! I've never had such a connection with someone before and I don't want to loose that. Never." Tears were filling his eyes now. I got up and walked around the table to sit on his lap. I gently took his head in my hands :

"It is not going to happen. You will never lose me. I love you like I've never loved before, Louis" I said in a low voice. He kissed me, with all the passion he could give me. His right hand found its way into the mess of my hair and he slid his left arm around my shoulder, pulling me close to him, protecting me.