Regrets

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I opened the door to see the last person I would ever see again... My old best friend Leannie. We had this big falling out when i was pregnant because she said I should get an abortion and wait till shes ready to have a baby to try again.
*flashback*
"Leelee i gotta tell you something"
"What child its one in the morning why are you even up"
"First off im older so I should be calling YOU child but im to excited to sleep" i said with a smile so big my jaws started to hurt
"What was the news that got u up and excited"
"Well remember how I always told you that i wanted a baby even when we were little I always played with the baby alive and brought them with me everywhere?" I laughed a little
"Yes I remember all that why are you telling me this you better not be pregnant and if you are you better get rid of it we promised to have our babies together"
"What you mean get rid of it I've wanted this since i was 5 I refuse to get a damn abortion because your selfish ass want me to because of a little promise that we made that we both knew wasn't gone last because you dont even want to have kids I recommend that you loose my number pictures insta twitter and anything else that you can contact me on. At school act like you dont know me"
"Shidd ok"
I hung up and cried did I really just loose my best friend?
*end of flashback*
"The fuck you doing here how do you even know where I lay my head at?"
"Im sorry I know in the past i said some real hurtful selfish bullshit but to be honest i miss my best friends. After i told Tia and Mariah about the situation they cut me off and Tia even fought me."
"So you coming back to me because you dont have nobody? It dont work like that lil momma when I needed you the most you were gone doing your thing you never even tried to call text or even see me at school and I thought we was better than that because we always had arguments and most ended like that but the next day you know we was acting like aint nothing happened. This time you didnt even try to check on me. I almost lost my life laying on that hospital bed you know that? The only reason im still here is because i was determined to not let my son be without both of his parents. I really just cant say that i want you back in my life to be completely honest so i hope that you enjoy life as a mother. My bad congrats on the baby your bump is so cute on you but can you please get the fuck off my property." By this time i had tears streaming down my face
"Damn mommy i didnt know all that im-" i shut the door in her face
"Mommy who was that"
"She was nobody come on we gotta go" we went up to his room and put on the rest of his cloths.
*
"Hey momma how u been we missed you" i said as we step into Mrs. Brooks house.
"Yall shole dont act like it its been a whole 3 weeks since i seen my big head ass daughter and my ugly grandson"
"Nana you know im not ugly. I look to much like daddy to be ugly" he walks over to the biggest picture of Cam that they have and pose like Cam was in the picture i couldn't help but smile
"ok maybe your not ugly but your mommy does have a big head"
"Dont do me momma. What you cooking?" I said walking to the kitchen she always makes sure she cooks when she had company even if i tell her not to she still will do it
"Nothing i want to go out today."
"Ok let me go in the room and get some cash, I wasn't planning on spending money today." I said walking up the stairs.
"Girl bring your ass on im paying"
"Shi- shot you aint say nothing but a word ma" i slid down the stair rail
"You gone make me whoop your ass i told your ass about sliding down on that damn rail now when you fall and break ya neck im not gone pick your head up and put it in ice so they can stitch it back on imma just let ya ass bleed out" i laughed at her because she knows if something like that was to happen one my head wouldn't fall off and two she would have a fit.
"Ok ma" we all walked out the door. I noticed there was another car in the garage and it wasn't something momma brook would drive "momma let me find out you got a man in this house" I said playfully she looked at me nervously before laughing a little "girl no one of my friends went out of town and im watching her car" I knew she was lying but I let it roll off my shoulder.

*
"But nana I want the pancakes and waffles with a hot chocolate and bacon... Lots of bacon" I looked at him like he was crazy.
"Don't look at my baby like that I told you not to eat all that bacon and pancakes when you was pregnant with him" I chuckled because that was all i ate and i always wanted hot chocolate I would literally put a piece of chocolate in the microwave just to eat it and I always drank hot coco.
"So momma I have a question"
"Shoot"
"Can lil stay with you today I have some business to handle and i don't want him to be around it" I looked at her to see if she knew what I was talking about and she did.
"Be careful and of corse ill watch my big baby i was gonna kidnap him today anyway I might just take him shopping."
"Yes nana yessss i love shopping with you"
I fake pouted
" you never get that excited when i say we going shopping" he smiled and kissed my forehead
"Mommy I live with you so im always with you me and nana dont stay together so i cant get tired of her" he covered his mouth realizing what he just said. I felt some type of way.
"So you get tired of me lil man? Ok I got you."
"No mommy I didn't mean that" he says as i get up from the table
"Yea you did"
"Girl if you don't sit yo ass down. About what time you gone be home"
"11-12 why?"
"Just asking" momma been acting funny today i dont know why but im about to find out
"Momma can you take me to the store after we leave?"
"Ok" after that the food came out we ate, payed and left
*
"Bye baby give mommy a kiss" Kahlil ran up to me jumping in my arms to kiss me
"love you mommyyyyy"
"I love you too baby"
"Bye momma if you have problems with him call me"
"Girl I know how to deal with his ass" I laughed a little "ok"
"Karma... Im sorry" I looked confused
"What are you talking about momma"
"You'll understand later I regret the whole situation but at the time we thought it would be for the best"
"Uhhhh okayyy well i got to go I love you call me if you need anything" i got in my car speeding off
I wonder what she's talking about...
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What yall think momma Brook talking about

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