Knowing

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~Thursday, March 28th~

{Natalie's POV}

My lungs became tight from the loss of air. My stomach clenched in pain as tears rolled down my cheeks. I shut my eyes from the pain, attempting to stop the tear.

"Please. Stop." I tried to say but it didn't work very well from my loss of air. The smile on my face wouldn't go away as Harry continued to wiggle his fingers against my sides.

His deep laugh filled the living room, not stopping from tickling as he did so. "Harry. I. Can't. Breath." I choked out from my gasps for air. My laughter stopped a few minutes ago and turned into gasping air for my tight lungs.

"Say 'Harry is the sexiest man alive'." Harry said, giggling through his sentence. I shook my head with a smirk plastered on my face. "Say it." Harry continued, his smirk matching mine as he straddled me on the couch.

I tried to pull his fingers away from my waist, but I failed. Who can blame me? It's a figure skater against a strong pop star who probably goes to the gym almost everyday.

"Stop first." I played along as if I'm actually going to say it. He nodded then removed his fingers. I let the air fill my burning lungs. My head fell back on the couch cushions. I would get up but Harry is still straddling me.

"Now say it." Harry declared placing his hands on the sides of my stomach, getting ready to tickle me again. I shook my head as I attempted to wiggle out of Harry's legs. Once again, I failed. "You're to cute when you try and get out of my grasp." His laughter filled the room as I crossed my arms over my chest.

"Is your laughing time over? I rather not have you on top of me all day." Once I said that a smirk grew across his lips as he placed on hand on each side of my head.

He leaned in until our noses brushed against each others. I can feel his hot breath against my lips. "I won't kiss you until you say it." He whispered in his deep British accent making me want him more. Even though what he wants me to say is true, very very true, I'm not going to say it. I have my ways on getting out of this.

I uncrossed my arms and ran one hand up Harry's muscular arm, then over his shoulder, and up to his cheek. "Y'know, I think if you kiss me then it will be better than me saying that." I whispered into his ear as I slid my hand from his cheek to his curls. I know he loves when I do that.

His breathing became uneven, and I know that because we are so close. "I- I." He stuttered out, his eyes flickering from mine to my lips. Gently, I started to tug on his curls. "I give up. You win." He stated before smashing his lips onto mine.

Before it could get to heated I pulled away. Sometimes I get nervous when things get heated. I've never had sex so I get scared. I think Harry's starting to realise it to. I'm not sure.

"So what do you want to do today?" I asked, sitting up from under him. You can practically feel the sexual tension in here. It's my fault to. If I weren't so nervous I would've jumped on Harry by now. If I were experienced I would've done it a while ago.

"Aren't Gage and Mae coming over?" Harry asked, a fake smile covering is lips. It's not because of Gage and Mae coming over, it's because I pulled away during the kiss. Right as I was about to speak the front door swung open.

Mae and Gage don't bothering knocking anymore. They stopped when we were freshman's in high school. "Hi." I said quietly as Harry gave a wave. I must've gotten him upset, because his smile is completely gone. Me and my stupid nerves.

Once mine and Mae's eyes met she knew something was wrong. It's like that telepathy sisters have. Cassidy and I have the same thing, when one of us are upset we can tell. "For today why don't Harry and Gage go out and have a guys day and bond, while Nat and I go out." Mae suggested as she grabbed Harry and Gage by their wrists and pushed them out the door. During that Harry called out "Bye Nat. See ya later." I waved to him, a fake smile on my lips.

I know Mae did this so she could talk to me in private. Once we heard the engine to Gage's car fade out in the distance Mae grabbed my wrist and tugged me outside along with my coat. It's not as cold outside as it was a few months ago, but it's still chilly. I zipped up my white north face and pulled the sleeves down to cover my hands.

"Why the long face?" Mae asked as we walked down my nearly empty road. It's spring break but the adults are still working so the roads are fairly clear. "I just got nervous again and stopped it." Mae knows exactly what I mean so she nodded. We walked in silence as Mae looks like she is deep in thought. It's kind of creeping me out.

"This is a fear you have to get over. He will not hurt you. Harry is so whipped that if you said you had a pet unicorn he would believe you." A giggle left my lips from her response as we walked up to an ice cream parlor. It's never not ice cream season. We joined the end of the line of people waiting for their turn to order. "I think I'm ready, but whenever we start, making out, I get nervous and stop it." I informed her then took a step forward. The line only consists of a woman with a young daughter and Mae and I.

Mae sighed then rolled her bottom lip in. She always does that when she's thinking. It's funny to watch during tests. "Don't worry. I think it's just that you want to wait for the perfect timing. That you want it to be romantic, not when you guys are going at it on the couch." My cheeks blushed bright red from her statement. The woman in front of us gave us a dirty glare as she grasped onto her daughters hand and pulled her away along with their ice cream. I slapped Mae's arm as she walked up to the counter. "Hm. One small vanilla in a cup with rainbow sprinkles and one small chocolate with chocolate sprinkles." Mae ordered for me knowing my exact order.

Even though Mae just embarrassed me on accident she's right. I think I don't want to have sex when Harry and I are just making out. I want it to be a sweet and intimate time. Hopefully Harry will catch on to that, and if not I guess I'll just tell him.

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Author's Note

Extra update! Sorry if it's bad or to short. On Wednesday the chapter will be about Gage and Harry's guys day. I won't tell you what they're going to be doing or talking about but I will make sure it's good. Don't forget to vote, comment, and follow. Love you all!!!

Love, Isabella

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