Done with pretty boys, hello bad boy

Chapter two

As much as I have been waiting for this moment (reminder:3years)

I didn't feel a spark.. In fact I felt nothing. I felt more when I kissed my teddy goodnight. (Don't judge me)

Eventually Tristan pulled away because I wasn't kissing back. His eyes were full of hurt.

Shit! What is wrong with me!

"Tristan.." I start but I don't know how to finish. "Am sorry" I cry.

He looks down at the ground shaking his head. His arms soon leave my body and I feel somewhat cold..lonely.

Cold? In Australia <freak!

"No am sorry" he says. I can hear the sadness in his voice.

I don't know what to do! So I do the only thing I can think of.

I hug him. It took a few seconds but he hugged me back.. a bit too tight for my liking since he did just kiss me. It was awkward.

A throat being cleared pulled us apart. Thank god, I think Peter just saved my life. "Your taxis here" he says and I can feel reality slapping me in the face.

'Am leaving'

The tears itch it's way back to my eyes as I look at all my friends. If they did see what happened between me an Tristan they didn't let up.

I cried as I hugged all of them, including Tristan for the last time before him and Peter helped me into the taxi with my suitcase and bags.

Once I told the driver where to go I rolled down my window. I waved and blow kisses as my taxi drove away. Once I was out the big gates of my late school I looked back one last time.

"Bye" I say silently to myself.

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My thoughts were filled with Tristan as I sit in the departure lounge. Silently sipping my frappuccino.

"Danielle!" I must be insane, am imagining him calling my name.

"Danielle!"

'Go away' I felt like screaming.

"Danielle" this time someone grabbed my arm. I turn to find Tristan standing the tears clear in his eyes "am sorry" he cries.

Is he having a mental breakdown or something. How did he get here? Your not allowed in this part of the airport unless you have a ticket.

I pull the sobbing mess into a cuddle. "What are you doing here" I ask still shocked.

He held me like his life depended on it. "To see you" he said in a husky voice, the same one I use to melt from.

Why wasn't I melting! <definitely a freak

"But why?" I quiz him. I have never seen him like this! This is the player that can have anyone and I mean ANYONE! Yet he's crying about stupid old me how is leaving in less than ten minutes.

"Cause I love you!" He said in a loud voice so everyone could hear him.

What is this boy talking about!

I stood there in shock. "Well say something" he told me waiting for an answer.

How am I suppose to answer that!

"5 minute warning for the half past twelve flight to Los Angeles please make your way to departure door two" the tannoyed announced.

Talk about saved by the bell or should I say tannoyed.

"Am sorry Tristan..I have to go" I pull away, collecting my bag and throwing my cup that once held my frappuccino in. I was almost to the desk with the woman how checks your ticket at stood before you could get on the plane. When Tristan turns me round and starts kissing me again.

He pulls away, leaning his forehead against mine. "Please don't go" a tear drops down from his cheek. Just great now am getting emotional.

He is pissing me off of how he's acting so depressed its not like I mean anything to him.

"Tristan, you had three years to tell me that" referring to earlier. "And you wait until am at the airport about to fly to the other side of the world!" My voice is a mixture of hurt and anger.

"Danielle please.." He pecks my lips.

"No Tristan" and with that I pull away from him and continue till I reach the desk. The woman smiles and cheeks my ticket. Once she's cheeked it she ripped a bit off and handed it back. I smile weakly "thank you" before walking towards the door to the tunnel that would led me to the plane. I turn to see Tristan for the last time. He stood about six metres away. He didn't seem to care about the tears that were flowing freely down his cheeks. I take in his face for the last time before turning away and walking thought the tunnel.

I fell crushed in every way possible, how could he do this to me.

Why?!