I am Wildcat -

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AUTHORS NOTE. VERY IMPORTANT!

So I discovered that one of Vanoss' fan just committee suicide. I seriously broke down. Not just because he was a fan of Vanoss and the crew. But because he probably had a life. He probably think he didn't, but sure he had one a head of him.

You know. Suicide isn't the answer to every question you ask yourself. The answer is trying to find of who you are. Your personality, your compassion. I was that type of person also. But I didn't give up, I stood up and tried my best to make myself happy.

So to all respects goes to the boy names Nick.

Rip Nick. This one goes to him. :') We all love you even if I don't know you.

Question: (if it's alright) What's your favourite food? Mine is Poutine, if you are Canadian, you probably know it. Check it out if you don't know it.
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Y/n's Pov
"Then why did you do it?" I said, gripping unto the cup I was holding. Tears were beaming to fall. But I held it in

I slowly turned around to face him. I looked him in the eyes "I.." "You don't love me. You don't even like me! Look..." Tyler was the person I was arguing with.

He kissed a women, in front of me. He didn't pull away, until I did and slapped him hard. Storming off with a red angry face. An Angry tomato.

Not now to be funny. It's serious!

"No. It's not tha-" "then what was it? Huh a porn for me to watch. A TV show for everybody to watch. Tyler! I loved you, I treated you properly. I was your slave basically. I don't know why I never left you before." It's hitting me. Tyler cheated "How many?" He gave me a confused look

"How many times did you cheat on me?" I caught him doing it with someone on OUR bed. I still ran back to him. I'm such a dumbass.

I forgave him. But I can't forget him

"What ar-" "HOW MANY FUCKING TIMES DID YOU DO IT IN OUR BED TYLER! GOD DAMN IT ISNT THAT HARD TO SAY A NUMBER!!" I have angry issues. It gets to me a lot "Y/N DONT YOU DARE RAISE YOUR FUCKING VOICE TO ME!!"

"WELL YOU KNOW WHY? BECAUSE YOUR CHEATING ASS IS MAKING ME RAISE MY VOICE. I TRUSTED YOU. I LOVED YOU. I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING YOU ASKED." I was so angry that I was close of slapping him, or punching him.

He was angry himself, he got closer. "You gave up on me! You didn't give me anything." My voice was lowering. Tears were falling down my cheek. But I wiped them away.

"So tell me. How many?" I was curious. If it's a lot, then I'm gone. I'm not going to come back crying to him. Promise me that.

I won't go back to him anymore, he doesn't deserve me anymore. He is missing out.

He sighed and licked his lips "To many to count!" "Just at least give me a number god dammit!" I blinked a tears away.

"At least 20" I had a gaping mouth, I covered my mouth with my hand. Looked away from his gazing eyes.

I just felt that pain in my heart, it's breaking into pieces. Never going to be fixed ever again.

"I-I'm done." I sniffed, I grabbed my cup and let it drop to the floor. He was getting angry again. I probably saw smoke come out of his ears. I swear, I think that's what I saw.

"Where are you going?" He put a grip onto my forearm. I just tilt my head a little. "I'm done with you Tyler, we can't be together anymore." I said, getting out of his grip. We're done.

"We're not done Y/n!" I looked at him angry "You made fun of my mother death. You told my best friend that I was a a back stabber. You told Evan that I was going to fuck him. What do you mean we're not done? I mean, I'm done with your crap. I swear I don't even want to deal with it. Tyler were over. I'm going to go, not going to come back." I went to his room, to go pack my things.

"You'll come back. I promise you that" that what I heard before I left to the room.

Oh I'm not. Just watch me.

-:- 2Months Later -:-
I was actually gone. No Tyler no bullcrap from him. I don't need him anymore, I'm actually happy.

I'm still friends with Evan, but he isn't friends with Tyler anymore since he is a douche, I just became friends with my ex best friend. I went to visit my mother's grave yesterday. I talked to her about stuff. I know that she was there to listen every word I said." Now that I don't need a man in my life for a happy ending, I could just make my own happy ending.
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Hey how was it? Amazing, I know haha,

Anyways I hoped you enjoy and as always I will talk to you later

Love you all

Thanks :)

~Steph

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