VanossgamingCrew (One Shot)

BasicallyIDoWrk

Requested for Jesleeeeen
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Also this is a sad depressing one, if you don't want to read it. Then feel free and don't! <3

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Song: To build a home.
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Y/n's P.O.V

I wasn't planning to do this, but it came to mind. I was depressed, and sad. I couldn't handle the pain anymore. Marcel is always there for me, but not all the time.

He is always with his girlfriend, he shows her off, and he brags how good his life is.

I try my best to not show my feelings, my emotions. So I fake a smile each day I'm with him. I force out a laugh, when he tells a joke.

I wasn't able to handle it anymore, so what came to mind was... Suicidal thoughts.

I was at Marcel's house, he lived in a apartment that is in s building. A huge building.

We hanged out, and I didn't feel like I wanted to be home alone, like always. So I came here and enjoyed our moment together.

"Y/n, want anything to eat?" Marcel offered my food, but I declined it as always. It's been a while I haven't ate, and I always seem to be strong.

"Okay." His phone was on top of the table, it had start to ring. Signalling that someone was calling him. In no time, he picked it up and accepting the call and land it to his ear.

"What? I'll be there! Just wait!" Marcel hanged up, and put his phone in his Jean pocket.

I bit my lip, in curiosity. "Who's that?"

"My babe. She had broke a rib and I'm going to go help her. Want to come?" He grabbed his jacket, that was hanging on the coat hanger. He spun his coat around his body and stuffed his hands in the sleeves. Then fixing his jacket properly.

I shook my head. I didn't want to see her or anybody, but Marcel. He sighed in annoyance, walking out the door.

Also did I mention, his girlfriend lives in this building. I always found that weird, but I learned to accept it.

I laid on the bed. Thinking if I should go to the window and sit there, and wait till someone notice what I'm doing.

I thought about it for a long moment of time, I stood up from the chair. It was only silence that filled the air, my body shivering from the drop temperature. Also it was takin long for Marcel to come.

I bit my lip, and starred at the window that was set before me. I placed a hand at the bottom of the window, using my muscles to lift up the glass.

Once it was fully up, I had let out one leg, then an other.

I let my bum sit there for a while, feeling the cool breeze his my arms and my shivering body. My teeth started to clutter, my palms were shaking, and my eyes were filling up with tears.

Now, I'll wait here till someone realize what I'm doing.

Marcel's P.O.V

"Baby, I might have to let you go. You make this relationship complicated." It's true, she lets me do all the stuff. She said her ribs hurt, but really, she just wanted me with her, in bed.