As I stare into the gates of heaven I feel like I shouldn't be awarded the gift of life.
The feeling of knowing I did wrong and the feeling of deserving to be punished and thrown into the underworld.
I know living a good life would be great but I stuffed my life up and I know I don't get a Second chance in life. That's just how life's wants to be. Letting your light shine is great but my light der serves to be dimmed.
