Chapter 1
It all began one October morning, when Jay died 4:36am, a hole in my heart ,my one and only ,Gone.
That hole will never ever be filled or replaced with anyone else.
He was the only one he will always be the one.
I never knew he was sick, he could have told me I was there to support him, there to care for him I was there for his every need but i guess now isn't the time to blame anyone for anything.
But now I know he's in a better place.
Jay will always be remembered as a caring, loving and supportive man. He would one day be the father of Emma.
He will always be my loving husband , my soul mate and the father of my children.He will truly be missed. Returning home wasn't easy , being able to smell his cologne that he always used to wear but I will always remember til death do us part but we are not parted we will always be one. I miss him so much , not seeing the beautiful face I use to see every day since January 3rd 2005, the day we were united as one. When Emma asks where her Daddy is I will always say right beside you. We will visit everyday, I Promise. Jay ,I Will Love You Til The Day I Die.
