(The picture above is Kat)
In the next month, we had been losing more and more connection. And I had been losing happiness. Now, I just mope around school and hope I don't run into Cody. Every time I did see Cody, he would give me such a sad look. I always put on a happy, social attitude, but he saw right through it.
I miss him. I miss him freaking out about Micheal's blue hair... And Harry Styles. I miss his fingers, his rings, his tattoos... I miss his eyes, his hair, his scent. But I ruined it all. Just because we could barely keep it in our pants.
I walk into Mr. Emerald's class. The 2nd class I had with Cody. And I had to sit next to him.
"Come over today," he says, then leaving the class.
***at Codys house***I took a deep breath while about to knock on his door.
I knocked a few times and immediately I see Cody.
"May I come in?" I ask, referring to two situations, in which he understands
"Of course," he opens his arms, asking me to hug him. As I did, I felt love, remembrance, comfort. I never wanted to leave his embrace.
"I miss you," I whisper.
"I miss you too," he returns, kissing my forehead, very lightly.
"Little potato chip," I laugh, looking up into his eyes. I don't know why, I don't know if it was inevitable, or just temptation, but in 3 seconds, timed excactly, we were leaning in.
Almost instantly, I felt lips pressed roughly against mine.
"I've loved you, for so long," he mumbles, then placing his lips on mine once again.
His hands curve against my waist, pulling me closer.
"I've loved you too," I give into the kiss fully, making me whimper when he pulls away.
"No, Kat. I've loved you. I've been inlove with you, I have unexplainable feelings for you, that I can only express through intimacy and passion," he says, before moving his hand up to my face.
"Cody," I breathe.. The kiss was breathe taking. "I feel the same towards you.. I want to experience more with you... I.. Uhm.. Fucking love you," I smile, connecting our lips once again.
He grabs my hand, leading me to his room.
He pulled me on the bed, making me fall into him, on top.
I smiled, watching him lick his lips, right before I crashed my lips on to his once again.
I giggled as he grabbed my butt, pulling me up closer to him.
After a few minutes of kissing, his moves turned me on at extreme amounts in a quick pace.
He slowly moved my shorts off, letting me kiss his neck, leaving a small hickey.
I lowly moaned as he rubbed me through my underwear.
"Cody," I say, as he stopped.
"Did I do something wrong?" his face dropped.
"No, baby, I'm just not ready.." I frowned.
I'm not a virgin. It's just, I went out with a guy, and he basically raped me before Cody happened to walk into my room. Here's what happened: He took me out, drove me home, we watched a movie on my bed, as I was falling asleep, he started kissing my neck, and...
"Relax, babygirl..." He pecks my lips. "We don't have to,"
I smile back at him, "I love you, Cody," I say before kissing his neck, to his Adam's apple.
"We should just... Makeout. All day.." He says, as I continue to straddle his lap.
"Or just until your mom gets home," He puts his hand on my head, directing me to his lips, biting down slightly on my bottom lip.
"Your lips drive me crazy," he whispers, hearing the front door open.
"I'm home!" His mom yells.
(Shitty, unstructed chapter with horrible grammar. Sorry!)
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Relax, Babygirl. (Cody Herbinko)
RomanceA girl, with depression.. A boy, scared of opening up, and knowing what he could potentially do to himself. Cody Herbinko and Katherine Lays have been best friends since preschool... But that all changes in Junior year of high school.