Struck by you [Philippines hetalia fanfic ] HIATUS

chapter 3

Third-pirson's POV

Jessie woke up with a bright light shining in her eyes,still sleepy and such a mess she stood up and wore her bunny slippers. She went to the bathroom and washed her face. she looked at her face, then she saw her her shorts...

'I hate my life.....'

(A/N: Every girl would know what's happening to jessie right now.)

She thought . She simply sighed , and did her morning routine.she wore denim shorts and a black T-shirt with a bleeding heart on it. She didn't like mornings like this,she doesn't like any mornings..... jessie didn't like fairy tales either. She would say,

"Why would there be a beast in this world! It's not scientifically possible....."

Or

"Why would this girl be actually hipnotize to touch the threadle by just only a voice? I mean, no one in the world is a witch.....dumb people only believe in those....."

On the other hand , she doesn't believe in love too..... she's just too realistic to actually think stuff like that.... she's stuck in the real world. Many wonder when will she be going to the make-believe world, where there is lots of make-beleive characters and stories.... she didn't have the key to bring her to make-belaive land yet... and that will eventually happen to her if she has an experience to love...

She took milk and cereals from the fridge, and settled at the kitchen counter.

She looked out the window, and smiled....

Such a happy and peaceful morning

she thought.

Her rein ended when her brother came.

"Morning jess, can you pass me the cereals ?" He said while stretching his arms and yawning . Jessie was so irritated by the fact that her brother was here, that she pushed the cereal and the cereal spilled on the counter.....she can see that her brother was so furious about spilling his favorite cereal on the kitchen counter , dirty and soggy because of some spilled milk that Jessie accidently spilled awhile ago.

"Grrr I'm gon-" before her brother can finish his sentence , she finished the argument with a "I'm going" and stood up, from the table and went to the backyard were her garden was. She was gloomy , it's like something bad is gonna happen to her today.it's like this is not a normal morning, it has a different feeling, a feeling that hurts your chest, like there is a needle piercing through her heart. She likes the fact that she can go out of the tiny cell that she was staying in, she can have a new life with lots of exciting adventures, a new life to live free....

But in some circumstances that she thought she had left a price of her here.....she would always say

"Where will I go without my friends,with out Janette and lory, what will happen to them when I'm gone , what will happen to me when they are gone...."

She thought ......she shooked her feelings about this ,and returns to the present time where it is what will really happen to you..... not a dream ,no hallucinations , just a mind that's gonna help you live your only life that god gave.

She walked around the garden,inspecting all her flowers in the garden.she saw a butterfly, a wonderful blue butterfly with black and white Stripes.she stretched her index finger and let the butterfly stand on it. The butter wasn't frightened when Jessie walked to her favorite flower.she let the butterfly pollinate it.

She smiled at it and said.

"Take care of my flowers ,and become friends with them....okay?"

The butterfly flew to one flower to another.... she liked how they flew ....... it was , gentle, and graceful.....it's like seeing a colorful leaf magically goes to one leaf to another....she liked everything about it.

"Aren't they nice?" A voice said from her back . She turned around , surprised to see Arthur holding a tulip on his hand . Arthur gave her the tulip, and Jessie gladly accepted it.

"Mmm-hmm...., they are nice...did you know they have more jobs than sniping flower's juices....they pollinate flowers, flowers that are beautiful and precious like diamonds.they shine so bright like jewels, that we take care of them like they were our children." She giggled and looked at the tulip that Arthur gave her...Arthur knew that she liked tulips .she started liking tulips when she went to a meadow full of tulips , and spend the day with her favourite lolo who just died 6 months ago. She started to fell hot liquid on her cheeks. No matter how much she tries to forget about her lolo,she can't do it, she can't move on from her past.she loved her lolo so much , and her lolo loved her so much aswell. He was an awesome and cool lolo for her . And she will forever miss him.

"Jessie" he said while whipping the tears with his thumb" you know how I feel when you cry right?" Jessiea looked up to him, and swiftly looked at the door.

"Well...no. I don't know. I never knew what you felt.." she said and turned away, walking to the door. But before she could go, Arthur got her hand. Jessie looked at him with an irritated face, while he was looking down at the ground.

"That's because you never bothered to listen....." jessie saw tears falling from his cheeks."you never bothered to listen to what I felt about you. I felt like I wasn't even a part you" she didn't talk, no letters was jumbling in her mind to from a word, and that was the hint for Arthur to speak ."you didn't have a hint of what I have for you" Jessie was quite surprised about this situation, she wasn't looking forward to this day, and she didn't imagine this day would come.

"Arthur you couldn't be-"

"Be what? In love with you.... well you've got it right!, I am inlove with you" she was trying to jumble the right sentence for this. But what came out was a "your kidding right?" Arthur didn't talk nor move."Arthur if this is a joke, stop. It." Arthur looked at her with a pained expression.

"Jessie do you think all of this is a joke!?"Arthur shouted."do you think me loving you is just a joke!?" Jessie tried to speak , yet no word came from her mouth.

"Well I was right, you weren't for me , all this time I spent, chasing you,loving you, without you even knowing that I loved you with all my heart, but those weren't right......and neither are you for me" he ran out of the house. Jessie didn't move, she was too overwhelmed to move, until she realized she had hurt somebody precious to her . She started to run while she was running she was thinking of something.

"Maybe this was the bad feeling I had earlier"

She said to her self.

But then she found him. But he wasn't alone , he was with a girl. From her view she saw that the girl was smiling. Then in one blink they kissed... she got hurt and run, run as fat as she could to her house. she whipped her tears and started packing her things for england.

"I've had made my choice, I'm going to england tomorrow."

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Hey guys! So watsup in your life! Anyway it's a special day today because its my b-day! (8/5/2003) yehay! (Hint of sarcasm) any ways I made a chapter and I hope you all liked it..... anyway for Arthur..... Arthur isn't Iggy yet . He is just a supporting character or as an "kontrabida" in the story Iggy might come out on chapter 5!... so have a good day to all....

-love,
romanos_deviantangel