SUPERMAN

I Love Him...

I don't get it... why did I become him? I'm not as shitty like him but I'm still like him. I'm a superhero I didn't want to be one I was born to be one . Well I ever meet him again? If I do meet him again what will I do? Deep down I still love him he's my soulmate, the love of my live, the person I wanna call my husband, have kids with, but I have Seungmin now.

It makes me sick to my stomach that I still think about him that way, I don't even know his real name, it makes me more sick to my stomach that I would drop Seungmin for him. No matter how much I love Seungmin I would drop him for wonder man any day and I hate it, what should I do. I Love Him...

No one responded,  I don't know why I was waiting for a response I was talking to myself in the mirror, my reflection wouldn't just start talking. Looking at my body in the mirror my eyes slowly make there way down to a small tattoo under the left side of my chest, its a lasso with LPJ under it. It represents the power of Love, Peace, and Justice, I remember the day I showed wonder man my tattoo it was the night I also lost my innocence to him, I don't regret it just I secretly wish I was still with him.

Maybe I am like him, maybe I am turning into a shitty person, I have a perfectly good talking stage that im in right now but I can't help and think about him... wonder man

I walked away from the mirror because someone knocked at my door. I wasn't expecting anyone but I was still going to see who it was. I opened the door to see it was Felix, he looked tired, I bet I looked tired as well since I didn't get home till 2 am from "saving the city." All he did was walk in and give me a hug, while we were hugging I looked at his neck and saw it was bruised he also had some on the back of his arms.

"Felix.." I said in a shaky voice, "yes?" he said in a tired voice with his eyes half open, "where did you get all those bruises from?" I asked cautiously. His eyes widened, chuckling nervously he tried his best to cover them but he did a poor job "what bruises? Chan are you seeing things again," Felix said with another nervous chuckle. "First of all I am not seeing things I promise you I saw that chicken eating fried chicken and secondly don't lie to me I see bruises there's 2 on your neck which I know aren't "love bites" and there's way to much too count on your arms." I said looking at Felix worried

"Ok fine ill tell you but you can't tell anyone, the only other person who knows is Changbin." Felix said while walking over to my couch and sitting down, he patted a spot next to him and I started walking over to sit down. "The other day you've might heard a big boom outside well that big boom was actually a villain/monster named turtle well I'm the one who defeated him because I'm the flash..."Felix said all of this with a straight face so I knew he wasn't lying.

I should've known he was the flash it's really obvious now thinking of it. "Well since you told me I'll tell you about me, im Superman you could even ask changbin."I said like it was the most normal thing ever.

                                                                                Time Skip

"Sooo y'all both know y'all are Superman and flash?" Changbin said in a whisper. "Yes ok, could you be any louder?" Felix said while playfully hitting changbin. They started bickering like an old couple so I walked away looking for someone else too bother. I was walking around alone for 2 minutes until I spotted Hyunjin, Han, and Leeknow. I ran up behind them and jumped on Hyunjin back, knowing him as a drama queen he immediately screamed hella loud and fell on the floor. Now realizing that, I knew a person who was exactly like that, I was snapped out of my trances when I heard Hyunjin yelling for me to get off of him, so I stayed on top of him for a bit longer.

I saw Han and Leeknow walking away from us, makes since they are 2 love birds who don't know it yet. Hyunjin managed to roll over so now my arms are stabilizing me and we are looking at each other, looking into his beautiful brown eyes was like looking at one of his gorgeous paintings. I feel a soul tie between us, it's like this has happened before with him or a certain someone. I don't know if my face was moving closer to his or if his face was moving closer to me...

HYUNJIN POV.

We both moved closer to each other out lips almost touching. 'I can't kiss him, he'll remember who I am and he's with Seungmin' I say to myself before pushing away Chan and standing up. Chan got up an awkwardly coughed, we were still making eye contact and are lips were finding there way too each other. It's like our lips were magnets they always want to be connected but I can't do that to my best friend as much as I love and want Chan I know I can't have him.

Instead of kissing Chan I just hug him tightly. I'm starting to feel our soul tie again, but that's weird because the last time I felt it was when I kissed him goodbye. Maybe it's because he's found out his power and what he could do even though I knew what he could do since when we were in high school but thats when the world stopped needing superheroes or that's what I thought at least, thats why I left the love of my life, my soulmate, my everything.

Ive had a crush on Chan in collage but didn't tell anyone but when I decided to tell at least one person Seungmin already had dibs. I was happy for him of course but I was still devastated I loved and still do love Bangchan.

I started to feel chans hands on my waist move up and down slowly, I was about to risk everything but what if someone sees. All it takes is one kiss for chan to remember an have him all to myself but I'm not selfish and Seungmin is one of my best friends this isn't right. I let go of Chan to look at his gorgeous brown eyes the sunset was hitting his eyes at the perfect angle, I take a self image so I can paint this moment later. "I'll catch you letter," I say not even bearing to look in his eyes before I left.

I knew he wanted to say something, so I quickly left to head to my dorm room. All I could think about was him, why am I so envious of seungmin? Why couldn't Chan be mine? Why did I leave him? Why do I still like him? All these questions came to my head, this feeling was so overwhelming. I started to feel tears rolling down my cheek, good thing I made it to my dorm. I opened the door to see seungmin laying on the couch, I quickly wiped my tears and try to act like I was fine knowing I wasn't but I couldn't let him know. I Love Him...

I love Bang Christoper Chan...
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Word count: 1290
AHHHH I'm so sorry I've been gone for so long, I've had a lot of school and now it's state testing szn 😔
But I'm so happy I'm starting to write again I hope you liked this chapter it's short but it took me a while.
I'll try to write another chapter soon <3