Babydoll { m.c}

Chapter 4

I tried braking up the fight but the only thing that really happened was them literally ripping off my sleeve. Oh no. This isn't good at all. Then they will see my scars that are all over. I see Luke look at my wrist. Then Michael. Thy both looked at me. I started crying and I ran out of the house. "Em. Emily! Wait up!" It's Luke. Michael is right behind him. They catch up to me because I started having breathing problems again. I had eyeliner and mascara running down my face. I was sobbing. I never let anyone see my scars. Thank God I don't have work today.
"Emily...why didn't you tell us?"
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"It's-it's a long story."
"We have time."
So I guess I'll finally come out about my story.
"Well when I was younger my mom sold drugs and did ecesty and a bunch of other drugs. She got addicted. My dad was fine until he caught my mo cheating. I told him and he didn't believe me and he was drunk. He abused me. So I cut my wrists and thighs. I covered it up with make up. So I was fine. My mom and dad broke up but then got back together and they both abused me and told me if I told a soul I would be dead. So I didn't until now. Mo got kicked out of my house when I was 16. And they told me I was a worthless piece of shit." That's when I started sobbing again. I fell to the ground and Luke and Michael started crying too. "I'm so sorry you had to go through this." ___________________________

Luke says while crying "that's not all of it" they look at me astonished. And I continue."I came home from school one day and I hear yelling and I hear a thud. I run to where the noise was. It was my best friend. I found her crying on the ground screaming "IM NOT EMILY" and my dad screamed back " YES YOH ARE! YOU ARE WORTHLESS AMD YOU DESERVE TO DIE! YOU WHERE A MISTAKE EMILY!" And I ran to the bathroom and I cut my wrist. Up and down. Some of them where so deep I couldn't control the bleeding. I almost died right then and there but my best friend Karli got me to the hospital just in time. After that I was monitored by the nurses and I had to go into rehab I had stage 5 depression. The worst. I extremely suicidal. I moved in with my best friend in her house and they basically adopted me. I needed a new family. But once k became a legal adult, I had to get my own place with Karli. So I work at a bar and the creepy old dude you saw mike? Yeah that was my step uncle. He's so disgusting. I had to go see my dad. He asked me too. I came over and I though he was going to apologize. I thought wrong. He yelled at me and asked me what I did for a living and I risk him and he laughed and said "I hope those bar drunks do something to you." That was 2 years ago. I cut so bad after I had to take 4 days off of work. I went to my therapist and she said my depression was borderline stage 5. She said I need serious help. She suggested music. So that's when I found you guys. I also listen to bring me the horizon,
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{{{{*pause story for a second guys: I LOVE BMTH TØP AND 5SOS P!ATD AND FOB ~author*}}}} twenty one pilots, fall out boy and panic! At the disco. So that's what I did. Your music soothes me. It calms me. It makes me happy and I helps me not cut and think suicidal thoughts. It helps me escape."
They where so surprised of all that I went through. All they did was hug me. "Emily. I love you and I never want to you cut. I don't wait to see your sink filled with your precious blood. I need you to stay here with me." Luke whispers in my ear and Michael doesn't care what Luke says. He just hugs me and cries and says how much I mean to them. How much of a loyal fan I am.

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"Em can I talk to you alone?" Mike says.
"Yeah."
"I'll be back in the car once you guys are ready" Luke says

"Okay" Mike and I say at once.

"Em, even though I haven't known you long, you are a wonderful person. Will you be my girlfriend?"

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CLIFFHANGER sorry not sorry ;)