I don't know what i want

Chapter 3

India POV:

I feel bad....really bad but me and Kiki are goin out today.I take a shower and brush my teeth and comb my hair and stuff since its wet i put makeup up and put on my clothes (outfit above) i do my hair and put it in a half up half down hairstyle.I put on my perfume and my chocker.

"Kiki im done!!" "ok me too" we get in the car and i plug my phone up in the aux cord and back to back by drake comes on."yasss this my song LIGHTSKINS WINNING!! I yell and kiki is laughing at me while driving.Even tho deep down inside of me i wanna be depressed and mad at myself im gonna pretend to have fun with my 2nd bestran.We r goin to this new club Kiki said its gonna be cool so im down.

Kalin Pov:

Im downstairs watching OITNB on Netflix when Myles came home. "wassup dude" "nothin" i say wit no expression "u sure u ok" "yea i jus wanna stay in the house watch Netflix nd eat oreos all day" "cmon u know u ain't doin tht by ya self!!" Myles sayin jumpin on the couch rite next to me. I get a text its from India.

I: Hey Kalin
K: Hey
I: wyd
K: nothin at home watchin netflix wit Myles hbu?
I: At a new club wit Kiki hey umm can u pick me up?
K: yeh sure im comin
I: ok thanks

I get in the car nd drive to the Club she told me she was at.I text her and say im outside.I then see her walk out lookin beautiful as ever.She opens the door nd sits down."so where u wanna go up i didn't get to eat can u bring me to In-N-Out" "sure babygirl" she looks away and goes on her phone.fuck y did i say tht ik she doesn't like me like tht.i pull into the parking lot nd sit there.she jus looks at me and was about to say somethin when i smash my lips on to hers.she doesn't kiss back at first but then she loosened up.she pulls away "i-im sorry I didn't mean t-" "its cool i-i kinda liked it" "kinda?" "yea i-i did but tht doesn't change anything i still like girls ok?" "yea thts fine ig...where do u wanna go?" "umm can u jus bring me home I wasn't feelin the club" "oh ok"

He pulls up to my drive way "bye Kalin" i kiss him on the cheek "bye" i get out nd go inside

This chapter sucks my bad
School jus started for me so its kinda hard
but imma try to upload more
but until then
Kammy out😊