I don't know what i want

Chapter 2

India POV:

I wake up and I hear my phone goin off I don't bother to look at the name so I jus answer it "helloo" "umm hi is this India?" "yes who is this?" "Kiki" "KIKI?!" "lol yeh girl whats up" "omg nothin where r u!?" "im outside of ur house" "omg" i jump out of bed and run downstairs" "omg Kiki!" "hey babygirl" i hug her and she slaps my butt "hey hands off" i say smiling "i missed u so much indi" "i missed u 2" i say jus starin at her "well can i come in!?" "ohh yea of course" i move out of her way and she comes in with all her bags nd sits on the couch "ok so ig u can go put ur stuff in ur room now" "ok"

While she does tht im gonna go get ready for the day. I take a shower,do my makeup,fix my edges,leave my hair down,brush my teeth, and go in my room and change (pic above) since i have time to spare i guess imma tell u who Kiki is. Ok so she was my bestie/Gf back when we were young except i knew her when i was 5 she moved away when i was 17 and I never heard of her again.But before she left she said when u get ur own house make sure theres a extra bedroom for me 4 when i come back.And now she's here!!!

"Indi im done!" "ok" i go in her room and see her on her phone "so wht do u wanna do today?" "idk i jus got back can i stay here for today nd tomorrow we can go out?" "yea sure" i go back nd my room and get a call from Baby K😘❤️💕 "hello" "hey wyd" "nun bored" "ohh good wanna come over to my place nd chill with me nd the guys?" "yea sure be over there soon" "ok i live**********" "ite see u there kisses" "lol ok"

I get to there house nd this boy with brown hair opens the door "hey does kalin live here?" "yeh so do i who r u?" "India im friends with kalin nd myles kalin told me to come over" "ooh ok come in....oh nd by the way im JakeeyP Myles younger brother" "oh nice too meet u" i walk in nd see kalin nd myles in the living room "Indi! u came" kalin says hugging me "yep i did" i say smiling "well cmon sit" i walk over to the couch and sit next to Myles "hey Myles" "hey Indi wussup" "ohh nun im good" "hey Kalin me and jake r goin to meet cam we r goin skatin uhh see u later bro" "ite" "so ig its jus me and u" i say "ig so" hey says smiling

Me and Kalin r watchin a movie and i keep seeing him out of the coner of my eye starin at me. "hey Kalin r u alright?" "yea y wouldn't i be" "ohh cuz...nevermind" "want some leftover pizza?" "yea sure" kalin gets up to go in the kitchen and i hear a loud noise "Kalin!" i walk in nd see him on the floor "omg r u ok?" "yea I slipped on some water" here letme help....but then I slipped nd landed right on kalin nd then outta nowhere he kisses me i pull back "Kalin I..." "im sorry I should of never done tht i knew u didn't like me" "no Kalin  I do like u just just not like that.....Kalin I like girls" his eyes got really big  "Ohh....i see" "Kalin im soo sorry" "its fine....hey could u go....i ummm jus wanna be alone right now?" "yea sure text me tho"

aw now i feel bad I should of jus kissed him back....but then he would think i liked him nd everything would jus be bad ughh i hope he forgives me.

Kalin POV:

She likes girls? how can this be I thought she liked me i guess i was wrong but i still wanna be friends with her its jus gonna be hard for me to not kiss her again i begin to cry

it's been 2 hours and im crawled up in my bed still crying......i i love her nd she doesn't love me let alone like me i get up and punch my wall "shit" i go in the bathroom nd wash off the blood on my fist and wrap it around with a cloth. I go in my room and remember tht she told me to text her

K: Hey😔
I: omg kalin r u ok im soo srry😩
K: its ok its not ur fault
I: ik but im still rlly sorry
K: its fine u don't have to worry about me
I: but i do
I: Kalin i love u its jus I don't love u like tht more like a friend or a brother😞
K: imma tlk to u later um have a nice night ig
I: ok u too gn😴
K: gn beautiful😩😘💕

Wht she's a lesbian😨
how can this be?
poor Kalin😓
but guys i have nun against gay ppl so don't get ur panties in a twist lol wht😂
but yea until next time
Kammy out😘✌🏽️