zayn p.o.v
i cant believe liam saw me smoking, it was so embarrassing. i was so glad my dad was late today, when perrie told me that she has a son and that he was mine, i soo wanted to deny him. hes 1 and names troy edwards, then she showed me a picture.. i seriously dont know how im going to tell my parents, i don't want them to kick me out.. i really dont want him to be mine, when i asked her when was he born, the time didnt add up we weren't even dating.
so when liam saw me, i told him why was smoking and he look sad and heartbroken. i never wanted that, i like him to much more that,i never want to hurt him. but he quickly covered it up. i soo wanted to cry when i told him, i don't even know how im going to tell haz and niall. how are they going to react, they knew i didnt really like her.so after pactise i called up ha and niall over to my house.
"guys i have to tell u something,please dont be mad at me i didn't know" "zee just say it man" "ok,umm...perrie was pregant a year ago and she told me that she has a son and hes mine" "WHAT" they both said"i really dont want him be mine" " who else have u told" "liam..he say me smoking today at the court and ask me whats up, so i told him" "how did he react to it" said niall " i looked really hurt, i would never want to hurt him guys" "well what is his name" "troy edwards" "omg zee, that is bad" " i know, dads going to kill me. "im going to get kicked off the team, and if she made that happen im going to kill her" i just couldnt hold it in anymore i just feel in harry's hands and started crying my eyes out. " its going to alrite" "n-no its n-no-t, my life is o-o-over" "no its not" said naill.
that night i cryed my self to sleep, but before i cut mi self again..
