It's been 2weeks living with Chresanto ever since what went down that morning he's been dropping hints that he likes me BUUT I JUST CAN'T I jus want DIGGY buuuh on the other hand I want ROC YA FEEL ME??? UGH it's so hard I'm glad we're moving in 2months because I can't share one room with Roc anymore he's too 'nasty' lol it's now SUMMER TURN UP! It was Saturday morning I was cooking breakfast for me & Roc I was listening to YOGA with my headphones in
I wanna last , wanna last forever
I wanna dance , I wanna dance all night
I wanna last , wanna last forever
I wanna dance , dance , dance all night
I was swaying my hips
Baby bend over , baby bend over
Baby bend over , let me see you do that yoga
Baby bend over LET YOUR BOOTY DO THAT YOGA I sang
I started twerking
Flex it (yoga)
Flex it (yoga)
I felt hands around me again I jumped cuz he scared me I took off my headphones .
Me- GOSH Chres what's up with you scaring me like that Chresanto- Sorry baby Ugh here he go again! I can't like him! My best friend likes him! He's making things so complicated! And he knows Aamyiah likes him....
Chresanto- Helloooo he said snapping me out my thought Chresanto- Y you always do that? Me- do what? Chresanto- Zone off when someone talking Me- Idk I was jus thinking Chresanto- about me? Me- Uhh.. Actually yeah... he chuckled I totally forgot his shirt wasn't on he had me to the counter he stared at my lips at stared at his he showed his fangs I showed my dimples Chresanto- You so fine Fav Me- Ik I'm blessed Chresanto- Ik you are but you look nun like ya mom Me- it's because that's not my real mom he looked confused so I told him to back so I can explain he did I took his hand lead him to the living room An pushed him on the couch I sat on his lap Me- So I am Nicki Minaj BLOOD sister our mom got kidnapped so my dad married HER (rolls eyes) ever since she knew me she started HATING on me I just ignored her but then she started BEATING ON ME LIKE A MF ANIMAL AN MY STUPID ASS DAD LETS HER an I have to say THATS MY REAL MOM or ppl start asking stupid ass questions Chresanto- Damn that's fucked up he said rubbing my back Me- Ryte I said laying my head in his shoulder FOR THE LAST TIME I DONT TAKE HIM AS A BOYFRIEND I TAKE HIM AS A BROTHER UNDERSTAND???......yes Good .....no then FUCK U HOE (laughs) I put my thumb I'm my mouth like a baby Chresanto- I'm having the guys over today Me- Oh Good is DIGGY coming? Chresanto- yea he said tensing up Me- Relax I kissed his neck FYI I ALWAYS DO THAT TO CALM HIM DOWN AIIGHT?? Chresanto- Dont do that shit it makes me get HARD me- (laughs) shudda up! (Playfully hits him) I wanted to make him hard so I started playing wit his easy ass I moved to the middle of his lap I moved my butt in circular motions I heard slight grunts nah I wanna hear it louder I started twerking on it he got louder Chresanto- Shit! Fav! His member started poking me I was ctfu in my head I moved around on it until he picked me up taking me upstairs SHIT I DIDN'T THINK THIS THROUGH he laid me on the bed & hovered me taking off my crop top and leggings without stopping not ONCE all was going TOO FAST I wanted to stop cuz ion wanna loose my virginity he started kissing my neck his hands held my waist he was in his boxers already DAMN "Rrocc sttoopp " Chresanto- ...... "Roc stop!" He unhooked my bra an took it off I covered up my breast with my hands I don't wanna be exposed this time I was getting serious "CHRESANTO LORENZO REMELO AUGUST STOP!!" He stopped an got up mad asl I covered up underneath the covers I WASN'T TRYING TO BE EXPOSED TO THIS NIGGA IT WAS BAD ENOUGH HE SAW ME IN MY UNDERGARMENTS HES JUS UGH! He grabbed his key an stormed out IDK Y HE'S MAD CUZ IT WOULDN'T END UP LIKE THIS IF HE LISTENED TO ME "Stupid ass" I mumbled I was so freaking pissed I decided to text Diggy in my private messages CUZ GOD KNOWS WHO BE ALL UP IN MY PHONE HMMM..... CHRESANTO
**Texting**
Sugga_baby_STARR!! : Hey Diggums
Diggy_all_in_yo_^^ : Wassup baby girl
Sugga_baby_STARR!! : Nun can you come get me plz?
Diggy_all_in_yo_^^ : Aiight I'm on my way
Sugga_baby_STARR!! : Ok bye (kiss emoji)
Diggy_all_up_in_yo_^^ : (kiss emoji)
**End Of Texting**
I jus wanted to see Diggy cuz he lights up my day without him I'll be nothing believe or not THE ONLY PERSON I WANT TO TAKE MY VIRGINITY IS DIGGY IF I NEVER MET DIGGY I WOULD'VE LET ROC DO IT IK IM COMPLICATED RIGHT IF IM CONFUSING YOU SORRY^^ but I just couldn't do that with ROC UUUGHHH HE PROBABLY HATES ME .....
