Until the last petal falls

Am I a beast?

Arabella's POV
I woke up In a strange place. It was like a back alleyway. The events of last night poured through my mind. I looked at my hands and they were covered in blood. My mouth tasted like a metallic residue. I was completely naked and that's when I looked to my other side. I was sleeping next to a dead body. I started panicking. His guts were ripped out and his face. It was the man. The man who destroyed my childhood. My biological father. The man I hated for the way he treated my mother, sister and me. The man who hurt me, and let his drunk, high friends touch me. The man who evidently ruined my childhood. The man who tried to sell me to his emoployers because I couldn't shoot a gun correctly. Suddenly a man came out of nowhere hello Ms. Belle. Alistair speaks highly of you. It seems that your in a bit of a pickle right now. You seemed to of killed one of our kings. Your Father no doubt, Alistair will want to hear about his little sister killing him. Who are you? I said. I am Daniel. Your guide. I was chosen to watch over you. He grabbed me and picked me up. Let go of me I said. He mumbled something and I passed out. I woke up in a large room. It looked old and dusty. I got up of the bed I was layed in. I was wearing some sort of long white laced dress. My hair was flowing down. The blood on my hands had been cleaned off. A dress was laid out on the love seat. A note was on the table next to it labeled Arabella. I opened and it said dear Belle my sweet little sister, I've laid out this dress for you. When your ready to exit your room, Daniel will be waiting outside the door. I'm am sorry for the way you've discovered me. I was hoping I'd meet you and Shiloh a different way. I will explain more to you when you are dressed and downstairs for dinner. Love, Allistar.I looked at the dress it was beautiful. It looked antique. It was white and frilly with a corset with ribbons. There was a little jacket that wrapped around the dress. He seemed nice enough so I put the dress on fixed my hair and made my exit. Daniel showed up and said Belle you look absolutely stunning. Thank you I said. He led me down some stairs to the dining hall the place was beautiful. There was a man sitting at the main chair. He stood up and looked like he was going to cry. I thought to myself this must be Alister my so called brother. I made my way to him and the distinct feeling of déjà vu hit me. I think that I remembered him. Arabella my sweet sister you look as beautiful as ever he hugged me and I didn't know what to do but I felt safe in his arms. For once, I felt safe.