loves pathetic

Chapter 2

chapter 2

My brother finally arrived at the sign and got out of his car "hey Essie you ok?" stood up and wrapped my arms around him and cried, I cried so hard his shirt was all damp I  just needed a hug. "Essie are you ok?" he lifted my chin up wiping my tears from my cheeks with concern in his eyes. "J-Jake h-he broke up with m-me" I stuttered crying again. His face now filled with anger but quickly got changed to a sweet smile. "Its going to be ok Essie you will find someone better who will treat you better who will love you" he said. "No! That was supposed to be Jake there is none better then him, he was the only one who really cared and loved me or so I thought." I said crying again "ok well lets get you home" my brother said opening his car door to let me in and then started to drive. The whole ride home was silent I just looked out the window crying softly to myself.

When we finally arrived home and I ran up the stairs crying all the way to my room "what happened Essie" zach my other brother asked but I ignored him, shut my door, went to my bed and cried. I cried and cried so much for hours and hours and drifted off to sleep.

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I woke up the next day by my alarm which was set at 7:00am I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked in the mirror and gasped I looked like shit! My eyes were all red and puffy my face felt sticky from tears and my hair was atrocious!

I took a nice, hot, long shower. 30 minutes later I got dressed in sweats and a comfy tank top I was definitely not going anywhere today I just want to cry all day long. I walked down stairs and smelt pancakes mmm yum I really felt like pancakes.

Walking in the kitchen dining room my brothers were there with concerned faces "Essie are you ok?" Zach asked wrapping his arms around me I hugged him back and kissed his cheek. "I think i'll be ok" my brother smiled sweetly and said "Good don't want you to be all upset at you new school on Monday." CRAP! I completely forgot about moving schools especially to my ex's school this is not good definitely not good. My brother Toby noticed my shock and said "Essie I hate seeing you like this you need to forget about that fucking faggot and move on go to school and show him that your not crying over him be confident just forget about him he's not worth your time." I smiled at him and gave him a hug "Your right Toby I shouldn't waste anymore of my time on Jake I should start living my life and go have fun!" I said cheerfully my brothers smiled "but not that much fun" Zach said and Toby nodded his head in agreement I just rolled my eyes and started to pile my plate with pancakes.

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The weekend went pretty quick I was climbing into bed after picking my outfit for my new school tomorrow i was so glad i didn't have to wear a stupid uniform anymore but the world hates me and my ex is going to be there. I tried not to cry over Jake that night so I wouldn't have puffy eyes for tomorrow on my first day of school that would be so embarrassing. I drifted off to sleep and thought about what my new school would be like.

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I woke up suddenly with someone shaking my arm I fluttered my eyes open and saw Toby saying to get up. I got up took my clothes off the top of my drawer and went into the bathroom and had a shower. After my 10 minute shower I got changed into my favourite white tank top with a pair of high waisted shorts and a new summery blue cardigan with flowers on it. After I curled my hair and put my make up on eyeliner, eye shadow, mascara , concealer under my eyes and pink lipgloss. I quickly put on my converse are walked down stairs.

I quickly had breakfast then got my school bag. Suddenly my brothers came in the entry way with there school bags as well, they both looked at me up and down and turned to each other with concerned faces "what?" I asked "go change!" my brother Toby snapped. "Why" I question "it shows your skin go put something more appropriate on" I let out a frustrated groan "Toby she can't we'll be late for school if we wait for her it'll be fine lets just get going" Zach told Toby. I put on a cheerful smile and said "ok lets go then". I hopped in the back seat while my brothers sat in the front they both had worried looks on there faces. "Don't worry guys ill be fine" I squeezed there shoulders are we drove to school.

We finally got to school and jumped out of he car a few boys came over to the car probably my brothers friends "hey" Toby said "hey dude whats up!" One of his friends said. I went out of the car and grabbed my bag. I looked over at my brothers and there friends they all were looking at me "duuuuuude who's the hottie" one of them spoke up. Toby looked at him "thats my sister!" Toby snapped. "Whoa sorry man I didn't know you had a hot sister" he replied I smiled sweetly and he winked at me. "no guys stay away from my sister she's not some toy to play with go find someone else" Zach said they all groaned I bit my tounge so I didn't laugh. I walked up to my brothers and said goodbye and walked into the high school. "Here we go!" I said quietly to myself.