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i don't know.
i don't know what i'm feeling i just know it hurts.
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it feels empty
it feels scared
it feels sad
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i am crying but i don't think i feel sad.
or maybe i just don't think.
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i know i'm not thinking straight
but that's the only thing i know.
i don't know what i'm doing anymore.
i'm not in control.
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i feel the pain but it feels hollow.
like my chest is just a tin can.
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why?
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i don't know.
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