One sided love (A Gdragon fanfic)

Chapter 1: Jealousy

Kwon Jiyong's POV __________________________

Someone knocked on the door. "I'll get it!" called my room mate, Ji Na skipping down the stairs. She opened the door and her boyfriend Kai stepped in, immediatley pulling her in by her waist and giving her a kiss on the lips. "Hey, baby" Ji Na said to him.

"Hey, beautiful" I heard him say. I rolled my eyes and watched out of the corner of my eye, ignoring the tv. I bit my lip to keep myself from letting out an annoyed groan. It was like this every time. My hands gripped the remote tightly,my knuckles white, itching to swing out and put a dent in the wall beside me.I wanted to pull Ji Na away and just keep her all to myself. But she was Kai's.

So,I'll fill you in a bit before you continue. Me and Ji Na have been bestfriends since 2nd grade . I still remember when I threw a ball at her head (accidentally) but I'm glad I did because that's how we met. We were childhood friends. She was always there for me and I was always there for her.  

We both live together and share a house in Seoul,Korea.

And one more thing....I love Ji Na. Yes, I'm in love with my bestfriend. I still couldn't tell her I loved her after 20 years. It was so frustrating to watch her have boyfriend after boyfriend and heartbreak after heartbreak but still I didn't confess. I didn't confess because I was the best friend. Nothing more, nothing less. And I was pretty convinced she didn't share the same feelings.

She pulled away from him and stepped back. "Gotta go see if dinner's ready, how about you go wait with Ji for a bit?" She pecked him on the lips one last time before heading to the kitchen, leaving me with Kai.

"Hey" Kai said, taking a seat next to me. "Hey" I replied awkwardly. That was it. Me and Kai were never really that close.

Ji Na yelled from the kitchen "Dinner's ready,boys!" Both of us were relieved.

We took a seat at the table and Ji Na brought out two fairly big servings of ddukbokkie and sundubu jjigae. I thanked her and took a portion of each. "This is really good!" I said genuinely impressed at her cooking skills. She pulled out a bottle of suju behind her back, "No meal is complete without suju", she said winking at both of us. Kai laughed and poured everyone some

"This is delicious, I haven't had a homecooked meal like this in a while" said Kai. Everyone ate in comfortable silence. But I quickly ate my food, downed the rest of my suju and got up to put the dishes away.

"Whats with all the rush,where are you going? It's 9pm" asked Ji Na with a mouthful of food and her cheeks puffed out like a chipmunk. I let out a small laugh.

"To the movies, a friend just texted me to come." I lied but smiled as innocently as possible. "Okay, have fun!" she bought it and nodded then flashed me a smile. "Bye" Kai called. "Bye, guys" I got my coat and left, getting in my car and driving to my friend, Seunghyun's place.

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I knocked repeatedly on Seunghyun's door until he let me in. I stormed in with out a word. He leaned against the wall and chuckled as he watch me rummage through his fridge. I held up a bottle of red wine and smirked playfully, 'You classy motherfucker, You." I popped it open and took a swig.

"I need to get out...lets go to a club" I urged him.  

"Kai's over again, isn't he?" Seunghyun questioned with a raised eyebrow. I didn't answer him. "So, you in? It's Saturday night, perfect night to pick up a cute girl" I said winking and nudging him with my elbow playfully.

Him and Bom had broken up not too long ago, he's been cooped up in his apartment like a hermit ever since. "You need this. I need this." I looked him straight in the eye and raised . He considered it for a moment then reluctantly agreed.