Teen Wolf Imagines and Preferences

I'm sorry- Stiles(Part 2)

Stiles P.O.V

I've been regretting everything I did to hurt (Y/N). How could I have been so stupid and heartless to do that to her? I was such a coward for not running after her. I just let the most perfect girl that walked in this world slipped out of my hands. Funny how now I realize how important she was to me. Ironic right? I should have never been with Malia in the first place. (Y/N) was my everything, my world... but that world is now filled with emptiness and loneliness.

(Y/N) hasn't been in school or in town for the past 2 months. I over heard Scott and Kira's conversation about her going to live with her grandparents down in Florida for a couple of months and got enrolled in a school there. I honestly don't know if she will come back. I've tried texting her or calling her number but it always says delivered or it sends me to voicemail. Her voicemail operator is the only way I can hear her voice.

I miss her. I miss her beautiful smile. Her abnormal cute personality. She was the only one who could make me laugh just by her saying something weird. Nothing has been the same since she left. She is always on my mind, and if its not her on my mind, its how stupid I was.

These are the two thoughts that replayed in my mind. I didn't sleep some nights. I would stay up and just think of her beautiful face and tears would pour out of my eyes. Everyone sees that I am not the same cheery, funny, sarcastic Stiles anymore. I have been replaced by a sad, depressed person who looks like me but just not the same in the inside.

As my alarm clock started to ring, I notice that another night has past that I did not get an ounce of sleep. I dragged my feet across my floor, getting into my bathroom. I look at my reflection and what I saw was a mess. My hair was poking out in different places, my eye bags are beginning to look darker, and I just look like a zombie from the walking dead. I sighed and turned my water on of my shower and waited for it to get hot.

As I was about to enter, my phone begins to ring and vibrate a lot. I went to see who its was, deep down praying it was (Y/N) texting me back but disappointment engulfs me as I see it is only Scott. I unlock my phone and read his messages.

Scott: "Hey Stiles, are you going to school?"

Me: "Yeah, except I don't feel like doing anything at all"

Scott: "Well go, because today is going to be exciting!"

I wondered what he was talking about but probably he is just excited for the game tonight. I haven't be playing as good so coach just benches me but I really don't mind because I don't want to play. I responded to him back and took my shower. I got dressed, went downstair to see emptiness like always. My dad has been taking the night shift at the station so I barely see him around in the morning.

It was a sunny day in Beacon Hill, which is odd because the past weeks its been just constantly raining and cold outside. I grabbed my keys of my Jeep and walked out the house. I saw Scott and Kira making out in front of my house like always since I give them a ride. Since Scott being stupid like me broke his bike by trying to "show off". Stupid.

"Guys. Please. Not in front of my house", I groaned while rolling my eyes, walking to my car.

"Sorry Stiles", Kira giggles as Scott kept giving her kisses on her cheek.

As I watched them, it reminded me of (Y/N). She would love me giving her kisses on her cheek. I turn on the car as they got in. They both had a extra wide smile on their face. It was really creepy but I just did not want to ask.

We drove to school and I parked at my usual parking space at the lot. Kira and Scott and I walked to Lydia and Liam and they both had this creepy wide smile on their face. Was there something I missed?

"Why are all of you so happy?", I questioned as we entered the school to our lockers.

They all looked at me and their smiles got bigger. Well they weren't looking at me. There were looking behind me. I turned around to see what they were smiling about, and I got butterflies.

There's where everything changed. My heart started to pound faster. Could it be true? Am I having a dream. I look at the gang and their smiles just got wider and wider. I was in shocked. It can't be. After months?

"Hi Stiles", she said to me.

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I hope you guys you like Part 2 of this. I will post Part 3 soon. :)

xoxo,

LovemyHazza