"Stay" A Ryuunosuke x Rita Fanfiction

A Resolution

"Rita..." 

He held her closely as she quietly cried in his shoulder. 

"I-I think I should go back to England."

"No! Rita, don't!  Please..  who knows what could happen to you when you're on the plane!  What if you-"

She pulled away forcefully,  cutting him off. The frightened boy knew she was getting angry and letting her emotions control her. 

She yelled,  "What other fucking choice do I have Ryuunosuke! I would rather die than be in a world without you! You just don't understand how fucking terrible of a life I'll live if you aren't in it!"

She turned away from him as more tears ran down her face.She slowly made her way to his bed to sit down,  not being able to stand any longer.  He turned his head and watched the agonizing woman.

"Rita.... "

Realizing what she said,  the blonde looked away from embarrassment and regret.  After what she just let out,  all she wanted to do is crawl in a corner and cry.  She meant every word she said,  but never expected to yell or curse. She hasn't gotten that worked up in awhile. 

" Oh my god,  Ryuunosuke,  I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to yell.. " 

" It's okay. Everyone has to yell sometimes... I'm just glad you are letting your emotions out instead of hiding it. "

She said nothing,  but slightly nodded at his words. 

"But..  Rita.. if you go and something happens to you I would blame myself for letting you go.. "

He sat down next to her and she wrapped her arms around him. She began to try and understand the situation from his point of view.  Ryuunosuke felt that she was shaking, but then realized he was shaking as well. They said nothing as Rita quietly sobbed and Ryuunosuke let tears fall from his face.

"Ryuunosuke,  I promise..  I'll be okay.. I know I can do it.  It's shocking,  but I definitely have been through worse.."

He looked at her, completely overwhelmed with depression at her last sentence.  He cried harder and hugged her tighter. 

"Rita!  You..You know you don't deserve this,  dammit!"

She gulped and easily got lost in thought. His words were so powerful to her. 

"Ryuunosuke... It doesn't matter if I deserve this or not, this is just my life. It's sad,  I know,  but I'm use to it. It hurts,  but I know I can get through it,  I have to... for you. Trust me, you being here right now, makes everything a whole lot better. More then you can ever imagine.  Ryuunosuke,  you're the best thing in my life..."

She grabbed him tighter and looked him deeply in his eyes. 

"You're the one that keeps me happy. You give me a reason to keep going."

She placed a hand on his cheek.  She slowly moved closer and pressed her lips against his. She could feel is tears drip onto her face. His heart pounded out of his chest and he knew she could feel it. Their lips were locked for a long time,  and when they broke,  Ryuunosuke was crying even harder.  He kept repeating her name as if it was the only word he could say.  She put her arms around his waist. 

"Thank you,  Ryuunosuke. "

" I'll..  I'll go with you to England.  I'm not letting you out of my sight. "

She looked down in thought but then met his glance and slightly smiled. 

"Okay,  it might be awhile before you return because my father is going to be quite mad when he sees my condition,  but he'll be thankful that you are with me... so he'll forget about the marriage arrangement. "