My Life with Zayn Malik

Telling my feelings

NIALL'S POV

Claire: I'll try.

Me: I love you and thats the truth.

Claire shocked and looked at me.

Claire: I love tou too. But... but as a friend. If u understand what i mean.

Me: Oohh.

Claire: Are you mad?

Me: Noo. It is okay. Im not mad, if you want me or if you need me, just come to me. Okay?

Claire: Okayy.. *smiles at me*

Me: Don't cry, your more beautiful when you smile. *smiles*

Claire: Haha. Thanks. Niall?

Me: Yea?

Claire: I will do this because i love you as my friend.

Me: What? What are you gon---

Before i finish my sentence, she kissed me on my lips. Oh god, her lips! and ya, Ella's watching us.

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Me: Thanks. *laughs* Ya, if u love me as a friend, that's okay. I will not hurt Zayn anymore cause i cant love you, he is my bestfriend and i shouldnt love his girlfriend.

Claire: Yah and why? You hurt him?

Me: Yah. I told him that i love you.

Claire: That's okay.

Ella: What you gonna do now, Claire?

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Claire: Eeerrmm.... Can i hurt Zayn?

Me: Why?

Claire: Can we pretend that you are my boyfriend?

Me: I dont know.

Claire: So we will back together, i will make him jealous. I promise, i will explain to him what is our idea. Okay?

Me: Okay. *smiles*

Claire: It is getting late, you should go to sleep now.

Me: What about you?

Claire: Yah, were gonna sleep too, Ella's sleeping with me.

Me: Okay. Good Night.

Claire: Good Night! *hugs me and whispered to me, "Thanks"*

Me: Okay. *giggles and leaves*

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CLAIRE'S POV

Niall: Okay. *giggles and leaves*

I heard the other boys going up and go to their rooms.

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Zayn: Claire, please forgive me.

Im not speaking until he leaves.

Zayn: I know you can hear me, but i still love you and you're my only girl to me. Im very sorry because i hurt you. I love you! Good Night. *and leaves*

I heard him he still loves me and i still love him. But i cant take his sorry. He did hurts me.

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I and Ella were gonna sleep and ya, we dont eat dinner. I cant eat and im not hungry about what happen.