Forbidden Love

08// Planning

Jean's POV

"Boo you have to confess. You can't just keep it in you forever." I pout looking at him. "But. But. I don't want to!" He places his hands on his hips as Aidan walks in. "Confess what?" "Jean likes Clark." I groan grabbing a pillow covering my face.

"Wait what?! Oh my god! Oh my god! That's awesome!" He starts jumping around flapping his hands fangirling . I groan again and throw the pillow at him. "Boo! You did not just throw a pillow at me. I swear you two are the same in the most unusual ways." I look at him confused.

He sits next to me as Shawn sits on my other side. I look at both of them cautiously. "What?" "You are confessing." They both say seriously. Getting up I shake my head and run out the door. "Jean!" I hear them both shout. "No! Leave me alone! I am not doing it!" Running downstairs I head for the kitchen and go on the other side of the counter as they are both on the other side. "Doing what?" I turn my head and see Clark.

I freeze in my spot as I start stuttering nonsense. I am snapped out of it as Shawn comes at me from the right side and Aidan from the left. I duck down going through Shawn's legs and laughing as they collide with each other. Running outside I look up seeing its getting dark. Aidan looks at her making weird hang signs. "Help us!" She looks at him. She continues to eat her food. "No." I see her get up as her beta calls her. Shawn and Aidan run out chasing me as

Clark's POV

When I'm in the kitchen eating a cookie I hear Christina call me from across the room. I go to her. "Alpha tomorrow is our annual pack celebration." I sigh and grip my head. "I completely forgot." She looks at me. "Well we need to start planning." I walk with her into the main planning room as we talk about ideas for the party. 

The party is a celebration for the pack. Every year we celebrate one more year of no war and not loosing any members. We go to the huge table in the middle of the room. I lean on the table. "Okay so do we have any ideas?" Christina asks. "What about a glow in the dark theme, like a rave." She looks up at me. "I like it it's different." 

"I know I wanna do something crazy and different." We plan everything out. "Okay so where are we gonna do this at?" I walk with her to the other side of the building and drag a door up using my key to unlock it. (it's kinda like a garage door. it's okay it's okay don't worry about it.) This reveals a huge empty room. I open a closet which has tons of cans of glow in the dark paint. 

"See that switch over there?" I point to a switch on the wall. She looks at it an nods. "That turns on laser lights and gives the room a rave effect." "Huh" She looks around surprised. "I'm gonna go get some paintbrushes. Be right back." She nods and I walk out. 

I go and get some paint brushes and walk back. "You ready?" I throw a paintbrush at her and she catches it. "Yep" We start painting random designs on the walls and floor. By the time we're done the room is almost fully coated in paint. "This looks awesome." She comments. She puts her paintbrush down and looks at me. I put mine down. "Yeah?" She looks down and I see her blush. 

"O-oh nothing just." I walk towards her slightly confused. "Just what?" Before I can even think Christina grabs me and kisses me.

Jean's POV

I run into the woods as I hear Shawn and Aidan following me. I do some twists and turns losing them. Panting I run back to the pack passing the stairs walking into the living room and see a sliding door open. Peeking through the door I look in and what I see makes my heart drop. I see Clark and her beta kissing. My expression saddens as I avert my eyes away.

I see her beta pull away and Clark turns around seeing me. I look at her and fake smile. "Oh. Sorry. I didn't mean to interrupt anything." She opens her mouth as if about to say something as I turn around running to my room and close the door locking it. I grab my headphones and plug them in blasting Drown by Bring Me The Horizon.

Sitting down on the bed I pull my knees up to my chest as I start thinking. I cant believe I was so stupid to believe she could actually care. That there was something actually there. I should have seen it though. I mean come on. Someone liking us. Never. Anyways we're a wolf. She's dragon. It will never happen. I sigh sadly blasting my music.

Shawn and Aidan run to where I was catching my scent. They look at Clark. "Was she here?" They both ask. "Uh. Yeah. She went that way." She points. Shawn sniffs around noticing something. He mumbles silently. "She's sad." He runs upstairs knocking on the door. I close my eyes ignoring him the best I can. "Leave me alone Shawn! Just go!" I feel him leave as I look out the window many thoughts flowing through my mind.

Clark's POV

I try to push Christina off me but she's holding my hands down. When she pulls away I feel someone standing behind me and I turn around seeing Jean. I almost say something but don't. I just stand there shocked of this whole situation. "Oh. Sorry. I didn't mean to interrupt anything." I try to say something but she walks away. 

Aidan and Shawn show up and ask about her. I tell them she went upstairs and I hear Shawn whisper something to Aidan but ignore it. They walk in her direction. I turn around facing Christina and I push her. "What the fuck was that?!!!?!" She looks down. "S-sorry alpha I just. I like you." I groan gripping my head. "Christina just go before I kick you out of this pack." She looks at me. 

"But don't you feel the same way."  She tries to grab me but I stop her. "No!! I don't okay!! Just go!" My eyes glow red and I look at her. "Now!!" She whimpers and quickly leaves. I sigh and walk to my room. I then shower and lay down on my bed. Looking up at the ceiling I sigh once more.

That just happened. God I don't even like her I like Jea- No. I don't like her I don't like anyone. I grip my head. Ugh who am I kidding. I like Jean. A lot. But now she thinks something else and just. Ugh! Whatever. I never had a chance with her anyway. I mean someone like us with her. Plus we're dragons. It would never happen. 

I lay there and close my eyes. A tear falls from my eye but I quickly wipe it. Without even realizing I start thinking about the wolf. Someone I hated so much. Ironic.