Trust in thy self

Chapter One

Two knocks on my door draw me out of my sleep. "Ugh." I groan. "Who is it?" I ask, groggily. "Jace." My eyes widen. "No freaking way!" I say, springing out of my bed and running to my door. I swing it open to meet eyes with my best friend. He wraps his big arms around my petite figure. "What are you doing here?" I ask him, walking back into my room. "Tours over. Everyone came home." he explains. "Really? Already? It just started like 2 months ago." I question. "Yeah I don't know what happened. I think Jake did something and the mangers stopped our tour." he says in a weird tone. "Hmm that's weird. Is anyone else here?" I ask, throwing my black emo hair into a pony tail. My bangs topple over my left eye. "The whole band." he says cracking a smile. He lays on my queen size bed and begins snoring. I smirk. He's adorable when he's sleeping. What am I kidding? He's adorable all the time. I've liked him since 6th grade. - It was my first day at a new school and I was terrified. Kasadee was a mean girl, she still is. She tripped me and threw spaghetti all over me. Jace walked up and poured sour milk all over her. She cried right there. I've liked him since.- I walk over to him and nudge his side. He groans and rolls over. "What?" he asks. "You can't sleep now if you're going to get back in you're sleeping schedule." I say. "Screw a sleeping schedule. I want sleep now." he says, grabbing my side and throwing me onto the bed and tickling me. I giggle and punch him in the stomach. "Ouch!" he yells. "Sorry." I say, making a pouty face. "Whatever. I'm hungry." he says, roughly pulling me close to him. "What are you doing? Let go." I say, my eyes tearing up. He has never acted like this around me. "You want this. Don't lie to me." he says. "No I don't! Let go! Let go of me right now!" His hand falls slowly down to my thigh. I can't hold it anymore, tears fall down my cheeks. His lips crush against my neck. "Stop it! I don't want this!" I scream as his hand rip at my sweatshirt. "Jace! Stop it!" I start kicking, trying to get loose. His teeth rip at my skin. My door opens and he lets go. "Hey Hayden!" I look up. "Jace?" I ask looking down at my sheets. They are ripped and ragged, like someone was just here. Like Jace was just here. "What's wrong?" he asks walking close to my bed ."Get away! Don't get any closer to me!" I scream. He jumps back. "What? What did I do?" he asks, sincerely. "You- you don't remember? It was- you were- you almost....." I stop realizing he has no clue what I'm talking about. "Hayden are you okay?" he asks. "No I-I just I need to go away. I can't be around you right now." His eyes go sad and he backs away, confused. When he closes the door I jump up and lock it. I run to my mirror and throw my hair to the right. Right there, bite marks. I look down at my leg, nail marks. I don't understand. What is happening? Am I going insane? - Comment what you think. -