Naranasan mo na ba? (HER & HIS SIDE)

3- How to be love?

Dedicated to : queen0422tec, carpe_diem58 , NadineDeniseParan Thank you sa inyo!

NOTE: May konting HAROT ang chapter na ito. Kaya wag masyado malikot.

Wag masyado umasa ahh. Sasakit ulo mo! Goodluck Sorry nadin.
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Trivia: Alam mo ba?

- Si Jessica ay nakababatang kapatid ni Youri?

-Ngunit Si Jessica ay may hindi maipaliwanag na nararamdaman para dito kaya naman lubos siyang nahihirapan.

-At nang tila pinagbibigyan siya ng pagkakataon ng may lihim sa pamilya nila ang nabunyag gayon pa man di pa din magiging ayon sakanya ang tadhana.

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Jessica's Pov

Memories box..

"Were not real sibling's so i can just love you more, not just as my fvkin brother but as a man! You understand! I will... you don't need to love me back but please just let me.. please". I shouted at him while im hugging him back.

"I miss you... id wispher.

I feel his breathing so deep..

"Ica! Please stop this nonsense doing of yours.." He shouted full of authority.

Then he faces me, just starring and looks like his so disgusted. Then he gulped and said the word brokes me into pieces..

"Please stop this, if you don't want me to leave in this fvkin house! You! understand!." I just noded. I dont want him to leave this house because of me.

And lastly..

"Your crazy.. " he said after leaving me.

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Almost 4 years ago left, but still i think im still in love with him. Yeah' in my fvckin brother. Sighed.

"Common Jes.. let me in before i leaved.." My fvkin buddy said.

"Romy.. im not in the mood just leave.." I said while staring at the sunrise.

"Your kidding right? Oh! Common Jes.. we've been doing this for almost three years and it would be three times a day? Right. *Chuckled* Jes..Are you mad? Im sorry if i came here late as expected." His hugging me back, sighed and i smell his manly scent. Oh! I can't resist him. Why?

"How can i resist, if you insist" . I said in my seductive tone. I manage my hand to his chest and giggled. And said..

"I have work to do, you need to stop distracting me." I said while my hand is managing through around his neck.

I giggled and he grinned.

I don't know why im feeling this way, but i know it was'nt love. It's just we need each other, because were in the same stage of loving someone else. Yeah thats right. I don't want to take advantage again. That's the worst thing i did in my life, way back then. I let my self loving the person who's loving me much better. Obviosly his my brother and because im just his younger sister.. CRAP. No im just taking advantage becuase.. i-i dont know. I just.. i just felt it.

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"Great Breakfast ever.. " he murmured.

I smiled. I guess this is the thing that we enjoyed each other. I love doing this with him.. even if its not love. I love it.