If I have to

Rape

It was the last day of school which meant the next Sunday was my graduation day! Way to go Samira.
I was so ready to finish school and go to college, experience the real life. I got up and went to the bathroom. A hot shower would be great.
Fifteen minutes later I got out of the shower and started drying out my hair. Oh how I don't like it. I wish I could have braids or no hair, that'd be great. Crap!! It's already 7:35am I need to get dress now. Going back and forth, I was having trouble deciding what to wear for my last day of school. I need something impressive.

"Samira, you finna be late for school!!" screamed my mom.

"I'm getting ready."
I decided to go with a sleeveless dress, a purple one since purple is my favorite color.
I took my backpack and everything else that I need and heading down to the kitchen where my mom was baking. Mmhhm what a dope smell...
"You won't have time to eat."

"I'll take it to the car. I'm starving."

"No ma'am, no food in my car. "

"But mom.. "

"Take it for lunch."

I know she wouldn't let me eat it in her car but it was worth a try.
Seven minutes before school starts, I still haven't finished my math homework. I just gonna skip, so easy just go to the nurse and ask if you can sleep for 30 minutes and Voilà.

I got there and I saw all my friends but especially my bestfriend Bella. She came and hugged me. The first thing she asked was "Did Harry text you?" I can see the pain in her eyes, she is an open book
I silently shake my head feeling bad for her.
"You need to move on Bella , He not finna come back. It's been two weeks now and he hasn't shown any sign of life. I'm sorry for telling you that. I don't mean to hurt you, but it's the truth.

Here come the tears now. Gosh, what am I supposed to do? Hold her and tell her it's going to be okay? No I can't she's my best friend, I have to be honest but I made her cry. I awkwardly took her in my arms and said irrelevant shit like "It's going to be ok." and I knew it won't. This kind of love was not to be exist.

"Let's go now, class starts in 2 minutes."

"I know." She answered in a harsh voice. Good for her she's learning her lesson. Never fall in love that's my goal.

"Hey, you do your chem homework?"

"Yes, you want it?

"Of course I do. Why else I ask you?

She just smiled and handed me her notebook that was in her backpack.

"Alright, see you later honey."

Did I say that Physics class is boring? It's my worst class, no more than a C-. It was funny how I always got A's for other classes that I don't study for and the one I study for, I fail.

I'm in the hallway with all my books trying to get to my locker before the bell, when someone held me by my arms. Who's touching me and why?

"Hey Samira , nice dress."

"Leave me alone Gabriel."

"I won't. Not until you give me what I want."

"What do you want? "

"Ohh you know what I want and you want it too, come over tonight and you'll find out."

Ewww. I slap him so hard that he won't be able to feel his cheek anymore. I was so scared, everyone was looking at me. I was about to leave but he held my arm, he put so much pressure that I couldn't move it a bit. I was so scared but I didn't wanna show it. Gabriel was one of the bad guys that you didnt want to mess with, but he hurt my best friend and he was trying to get me in his bed. It doesn't work that way! He deserves it. I should have double slap him.