If I have to

Gabriel

I tasted alcohol. It tasted bad, but Bella was drinking as if it was the best drink in the world. I had to prove that I was not a wimp in front of those people. I made my way to the dance floor where people were dancing all over the place, bodies on bodies, they were sweaty. I started moving my body to the rhythm of the song which was "One dance by Drake" I liked that song.

I got comfortable with the song and started moving my hips, put my hands in my hair and all over my body, I was happy. Suddenly I felt two strong hands on my waist, I turned around instantly about to slap that person, but I stopped in my track. I was lost for words, I couldn't move anymore. My legs were instantly frozen, our eyes locked to each other. He smiled at me, I couldn't. How did he get here?! How did he know?! How did he find me?

"Gabriel?" I said. His smile grew, he did not say anything. He took my hands and dragged me somewhere. After walking pass by the people dancing, saying excuse me a thousand time, Gabriel finally stopped dragging me behind him.

"Aren't you happy to see me Sammy?" He smirked. I wanted to slap this smirk off his face. I hated how I felt, I hated how I was happy to see him, I hated how I wanted to jump in his arms, I hated this feeling.

"What are you doing here? How did you find me?" I spoke sternly. I couldn't feel this way. I had to hold myself. He is Gabriel.

"You didn't tell me you were leaving. I missed you. What are you doing here? At a freaking club?! What were you thinking?!" Here we go again. He hasn't changed a bit.
I rolled my eyes at him and snatched my hand away from his grasp.

"Don't roll your eyes at me."

"Don't tell me what to do."

"I can tell you what to do. And I just did." He had the nerve to say this.
I rolled my eyes again at him. He took me aggressively by my waist and pulled me to him and kissed me roughly. Oh God. He bit my bottom lip when I didn't respond to his kiss.

I had to stop the kiss right this minute. But why was I enjoying it? I shouldn't be. He is Bella's first love. I put my hands on his chest to create some distance between us and stop the kiss but he would not back off.

"What the hell? Gabriel?!" Bella's voice stopped him, he finally let go of me. I turned around quickly to face her but it was too late, I made her cry.

"I can't believe you did this to me! How long?!" She was literally screaming and crying at the same time.

"Bella... Calm down. Nothing more happened, this jerk just found me in the club and he..."

"Save it bitch. I don't want to listen to you. Hope you rot in hell. You're fucking fake. This whole time you were fucking my ex?! Aren't you ashamed of yourself? Look at you, I mean you could have whoever you want but you want what I had before. We are done! I'm going back home. You should have died when you had the chance to!"

Her words cut right through me. They hurt every fiber of my body. I never thought she would think that. I deserve it. I kissed him back. I had feelings for Gabriel, that was not possible. I couldn't let him break my friendship with Bella apart. She is my everything. I couldn't afford losing her like that. She needed to know what happened.

"Bella...listen to me. Please!" She stomped her feet and left. She was running. I turned to Gabriel and slapped him with all my strength.

"Don't ever kiss me again."
I ran after her, trying to catch up with her. Little did I know where I was gonna end up tonight. I should have known that I was not totally free. He would come back for me.