If I have to

Bipolar

I thought I have been hurt before but not this way. My head was hurting so freaking bad, my breath was short. I was running really fast so he couldn't get to me, I needed to run for my life. Why is he chasing me?! I couldn't see his face, I could only see the clothes that he was wearing, they were just black. I wouldn't dare turn around to see who it was I just had to run away from him, but I couldn't do it anymore. I was getting tired, I couldn't breathe, I was gasping for air, I needed a break. My throat was hurting me so much, but I can't give up now,I need to run. Just as I was about to step out of the forest he held me by my waist and put a hand over my mouth to shut me up.

"Samira".

I was scared. He was going to kill me, he was going to do all the things with me. That was the scary part. He didn't talk he just kept walking with me, I couldn't see his face, his hands were covered in blood. He was stinky.

"Samira".

That voice again. My body was shaking violently, I was sweating like crazy.

"Samira"

I finally opened my eyes. I was still gasping for air, my head was still hurting but I wasn't in the forest anymore, I was in a room, it was so bright that my eyes couldn't focus. I tried to move my head to the side to locate where I am, but my head was throbbing.

"Look at me. What happened?" I heard. I felt fingers on my chin.

I opened my eyes instantly to see where the voice come from. I looked, and my eyes met the most beautiful brown eyes in the world. I don't know who he was, I don't know what I was doing here, but I sure know he is hot as hell. He is sitting at the edge of the bed.

I tried to open my mouth and make some words come out of it, but nothing.

"You had a nightmare, and you were screaming. Don't worry, I didn't do anything." he spoke. His voice was deep and so sexy.

Let me tell you, his voice is the sweetest thing ever, he has a strong French accent which was even sexier. 'Wait a minute, where am I?'
"W--where am I?" I finally spoke up.

"Don't worry, you're in good hands. You're at my place. Do you remember what happened?"
I tried to remember how I ended up here with him. Oh my gosh!
"I.. I remember I was being chased by some guy... He.." I couldn't finish my sentence, I burst in tears. I just remember how that guy beat the shit out of me and I couldn't do anything about it.

I heard a knock on the door and he said something in another language that was not French. Then a redhead walked in the room. She was wearing a white gown and the things that all doctors wear. She was smiling at me. I automatically assumed that she was a doctor.

"I see that you're finally awake. How are you feeling?" She also has an accent but can't quite tell what kind of accent. Where am I?

"Not so good. My bones hurt. My head is exploding. Where am I?"

"I will give you two pills that will make the pain go away but you have to eat first. And you're at my cousin's estate. You're in good hands sweetheart."

I smiled at her. In a way she makes me feel safe, the way she smiles and the confidence in her voice when she said the pills will make the pain go away. I need those pills cause I can't take the pain anymore.

"Lola will bring you your lunch and the pills, you will sleep for a while then you'll be fine." She left the room after telling me that, I didn't even realize that Mr brown eyes left the room a while ago. How long have I been here? What day is today? Am I going to be able to graduate? My mom, Bella. I couldn't think about anything anymore. I was tired. I felt sleep taking over me so I drifted off.

I woke up from my nap and felt so much better now. My body wasn't hurting that much anymore, I put the covers away and see that I have new clothes on. I was wearing black shorts with stripes and a pink tank top. That is not what I wore to go to school, did they change me? I asked myself panicking.

No one has seen me naked before, not even my own mother. She saw me naked when I was little but as a teenager no.

I got up from the comfy bed and start walking to a door. The room was huge. There were so many doors, I didn't know which one is for the bathroom, I had to pee so bad. Everything was in white in the room, the walls, the dresser, the doors, night stand. I reached for a door and tried to open it but it's locked. I wonder why. I moved to the other one I opened it, it seems like a nursery. I walked in, it seems like no one visits this room. It was so cold, felt like there was a presence in here, a spiritual one obviously, because there was no one there besides me. I knew that because my grandparents did voodoo and always told me stories. How you should feel when there is a presence in a room, I could feel the tingly feeling, my hair felt weird.

"I see that you're awake."
I jumped and turned my head quickly and met the same brown eyes. I felt embarrassed for walking in without permission, I stared down at my feet like they are the most beautiful things ever.

"What are you doing here?" He asked.

"I--I was looking for the bathroom but I got lost." It was partially true.

"Get out of here. Now."

I jumped again not knowing why he's yelling at me. Maybe this room meant something to him, but what meaning did it have? I decided to not investigate further because I was not about to get involved in that crap. I walked out of the room, my head down not daring to look at him. I could hear him walking behind me, I'm sure he was looking at the back of my head. 'Why is he so mysterious?' I thought.

"The bathroom is the next door on the left. And don't you ever go to that other room."

I nodded and kept on walking to the direction he gave me. I didn't know he was behind me until he grabbed my arm with force. I winced in pain.

"Did you hear me? Did you hear what I say? You open your damn mouth, you don't nod. Got it?"

"Who the hell are you? Who the hell do you think you are yelling at me?!" I spat back at him.

I was overcome by anger, no one talks to me that way, no matter what. It was just a simple mistake, he had no right to grab me like that and talk to me that way.