I'll Never Say Goodbye (Trevor Moran Fan-fiction)

Chapter 5 - I Love Her

Surprise lol
Let's just pretend it hasn't been a year and that Trevor didn't come out thx.

*Trevors Pov*

Hands still together, I pulled up into the lot next to the beach. Everything seemed to be going perfectly, the sun was setting and the temperature was just perfect. And best of all she looked perfect, she is perfect.

I couldn't help thinking the rest of the ride how lucky I was to be the one to have her, to love her. It was this moment I knew I loved her more than anything I ever have before.

I found myself falling in love with her every move. The way she got out of the car so gracefully and the way she walked down to the beach like a little kid on Christmas. I couldn't help myself

It was like she had this hold on me, making her irresistible. I still find myself trying to comprehend how she can be so amazing.

I proceeded to set up our dinner on the beach as she came over to join me. She commented on how amazing the scenery was and how happy she was that I would do this all for her.

I don't think she understands that she deserves all of this. I want to do all this for her as a thanks for how amazing she makes me feel. The happiness all of these things bring here is the reason I wake up in the morning.

As the night went on, everything sort of blurred together and I felt myself falling deeper and deeper in love with every breath she took. Eventually I found myself lying next to her, her face glowing under the moonlight.

Again, I just kept telling myself how in love I was. I couldn't look away from her as she started pointing out different stars in the sky.

There was a moment that she stopped looking at the sky and her eyes met mine. As soon as the looked my well I felt an overwhelming sense of love overflow through me, and it urged me to kiss her. I swear it was the most passionate kiss I've ever shared with her.

So future Trevor, if your ever feeling down or having doubts. Just remember this night and how much you live Sienna.

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I smiled to myself as I looked at the words on the page I had just written. I had never been one for journaling but after tonight, I just felt I needed to put these emotions on paper.

There's something about sharing a simple memory with someone that is more powerful than anything in the world. Tonight, as I expressed in my journal, I realized how much Sienna really meant to me.

Regardless of everything she has been going through lately, she stayed with me. She trusted me. She chose me.

I know I'm still a teenager, and I know about hormones and impulse and all that, but I honestly feel like I understand this whole love thing.

Sienna is the definition of love. My definition.

Hopefully she feels the same, because what I am about to do is going to take a lot of love from the both of us.

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Thanks for continually reading had me at hello, I'm still amazed when people are still leaving comments. It's almost at 200k 😱.