Rebel love (ashley purdy love story)

outlaw 16

-helena-

I broke apart from Ashley but he still had his hands around my waist

"if you love me then why are you with Jayy"he asked

"I don't wanna get hurt"I admitted ash looked down a bit hurt

"but I wouldn't hurt you though your way to special to me"Ashley said

"I did not know that"I said

"yeah but I do"he growled

"But I didn't your known as a player a womanizer I Don't want to get hurt that's why I'm with Jayy"I said and he clenched his fist"ash I want to be with you I really do b I'm in a relationship with Jayy at the moment I'm sorry Ashley"I said and walked in my room I shut my door and locked it a wave of guilt flashed over me I slid down against my door and sat on the floor for a little while just thinking about Ashley he's an amazing guy but I don't wanna get hurt I am in love with him but I also like Jayy what am I gonna do I stood up and put my pajamas on nd went to bed I put my ear buds in and fell asleep

-next day-

i woke up with a huge head ache..I got a text from Jayy

J-hi love you wanna go to the park with me and dahvie?

M-sorry I'm not feeling to great I'm just gunna stay in bed today sorry

J-its k are you alright

M-yeah I'm fine

J-ok ily bye

M-bye

I was not going out today not happening

"Helena!"andy yelled he walked in my room "lets go your comming to the mall with us"

"my head hurts"I groaned "ok can I get an aspirin then"

"uh yea there's some in your bathroom"he said and left my room

I got up and changed quickly (black skinny jeans,red tank top,combat boots and I put my sunglasses on.)I quickly straightened my hair and took am aspirin. I went down stairs I saw Ashley he looked so hurt I ran my figures through my hair and pretended to play on my phone then I noticed didn't have my wallet I ran up stairs and got it out of my bag and went back down stairs

"let's go"Andy said and we piled into Ashley's pickup truck only 2 people get to sit ijn the actual seats and the other four sit on the back and lucky me I get to sit up front with Ashley because Andy said "its too dangerous to sit in the back"what ever I put my head phones in and the first song that played was Lonely no more-rob Thomas

I started singing along to it

" I don't wanna be lonely no more

I don't wanna have to pay for this

I don't want to know the lover at my door

Is just another heartache on my list

I don't wanna be angry no more

You know I could never stand for this

So when you tell me that you love me know for sure

I don't want to be lonely anymore

Now its hard for me with my heart still on the mend

Open up to me, like you do your girlfriends

And you sing to me and it's harmony

Girl, what you do to me is everything

Make me say anything; just to get you back again

Why can't we just try"I sang I looked over at ash he still looked pain I shouldn't have told him I love him but if I didn't I would be lying I am not a liar and he told me his feelings about me and I was obligated to tell him mine

"Ashley"I said

"what"he growled

"I'm sorry"I said

"yeah right like I believe that"he said and pulled into a parking space

"I'm being serious"I said"I have the same feelings you have for me" l said'

"NO! you don't you don't understand how I feel what's going on in my mind your the first girl I actually love and you don't love me back"he said

"what ever Ashley"I said and went outside the truck and slammed the door shut

"Helena are you ok?Andy asked

"fine"I said and went in the entrance of the mall then I stopped when I saw Jayy and dahvie kissing at star bucks he looked at me nervous and I ran out of the mall