On Monday Alex texted me and said that we could have dinner at 6 at a Italian restaurant downtown. Ohh my gosh. That meant that I had to do my hair, makeup, figure out what I was going to wear, do my nails and find some jewelry to wear to make sure that I didn't screw up this date. I called Alessandra and Alison over to help me out after I got out of a nice warm shower. I had to smell good to impress a guy.
Alessandra did my nails a brilliant blue and added flowers to every nail. It was 2:30pm at this time and I still had to do my hair. I called Alison over from my closet and she started curling my hair. I loved my straight hair but on this date I had to look stunning.
Just 10 mins after Alessandra finished with my nails I got a text message and it was from Alex. It read: dear Amber, I hope you are existed for this date like I am. I am going to be picking you up at 6:20 instead because that's when I could get a reservation. I hope that's ok with you and doesn't screw this up. Love Alex ❤️ Brown.
Awe, that's so sweet of him to text me saying when he will pick me up. He really and truly is the best. Also when he included the heart, that just made my heart melt into a puddle.
Alison called Alessandra over to have her take a look at my hair but they where whispering about something or someone. Then all of a sudden Alessandra left the room with my phone and didn't come back for like 10 mins.
When she came back Avery, Ashely and Jake where in my room. Why was Jake here. I had nothing to say to him after he rapped me and then broke up with me.
"Wh..wh..why are you here Jake, I have nothing to say to you after what you did to me. You could have gotten me pregnant. I hate you. Get out of my house bitch. I'll kill you if you don't. I hate you." I screamed at him. My brother Brandon heard what was happening and ran into my room. He took one look at me and then looked at who I was screaming at.
Brandon came up to me and held me back and giving me a hug at the same time. I hated Jake for what he had done and so did Brandon. They stopped being friends after Brandon was told what Jake did.
Jake started to walk towards me and Brandon but all I could do was scream. Scream as loud as I could praying he would leave me alone.
"Listen to me Amber, I'm sorry that I rapped you but I know you loved it. You loved the thought of someone loving you so much that they would have sex with you and try and get you pregnant. Yet your not pregnant and you will never be. No one loves you. You're a selfish pig that no one likes." Jake said with a smile across his face.
I can't believe that he thought that. If Brandon wasn't holding me back I would be beating the shit out of him like crazy. He's so full of it it's crazy. Wow I really really did hate him. Why didn't I ever think he loved me.
I looked at the clock. 4:45. Shit, I wasn't done getting ready for my date and I couldn't deal with this right now. I needed him out of my room and out of my house.
I whispered that to Brandon so he could deal with him or something. I needed my girls to myself. I didn't need Jake coming in and ruining everything.
" Get him out of here." I yelled. I didn't care that I was yelling in my brothers ear or anything. I just wanted that jerk out of here for good.
"Ok, ok. I will try." Brandon said to me as I was crying for Jake to get out.
After Brandon got Jake out the 5 A's and I kept working on getting me ready for my date. By this time it was 5:15 and I had only 1 hour and 5 minutes left. I still had to finish my hair, put on what I was going to wear and get the jewelry sorted and on.
Wow I never new that getting ready for a date was this complicated plus in top of that all the stuff that happened with my ex and brother. This would be one interesting evening I thought.
