I love you too An Ashton Irwin fanfiction

Luke goes to the Hospital

I was the only one who could drive. I have my drivers licence and everything. We drove to the hospital they put Luke in the hospital bed and ran into the x-ray room. I felt tear falling down my face. Ash came running to me and held me. He lifted me bridal style and sat in one of the couches and started stroking my thigh. He is just so caring once it comes to death or sickness or other things in that category.

I asked him if he could drive me home just me and him because I needed to tell him something very private that not even my mum knows about. "Hey guys I'm gonna drive Tatiana home. I'll pick you up in an hour. Are you guys fine with that?" Ashton said to Mikey and Cal, and they nodded

Almost the whole car ride was silent till I broke it. "Ashton, can I tell you something? I'm not even supposed to tell anyone actually, but you the only person I wanna talk to. So when I tell you this don't tell anyone this. not even Lauren or Harry or the boys because not only will they worry about me a lot but they will make me feel like I need to go to a mental hospital." I looked up and saw a red light. I looked at Ashton and he kissed me. I always feel so safe when he kisses me. He is just always so sweet to me even when I feel sad.

We got home and we sat on my bed. I wanted to watch T.V. but Ash walked up to me and tickled me on my hips.

FLASHBACK

"Ms.C, where is Tatiana the most ticklish?" Ashton asked my mum. "I guess you could say in the hip and the bottoms of her feet." She said. Okay thanks for the cooperation." He looked at me and smiled I knew what he was gonna do. He tickled the living hell out of me. "HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA  HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA ." I laughed. "Mum why did you tell him? I asked her

FLASHBACK ENDS

When he was done tickling me, he kissed me on the top of my head. "Hey look at me, Luke is gonna be okay. He told me that he heals very fast. Not like those people who like make a ritual that can make you heal faster or anything, but he just can heal fast. Now what was that thing you were gonna tell me?" He told me. " Remember, don't tell this to anyone, but you know Carly, well she's pregnant." I told him. I knew if I told Carly that I had told someone that she was pregnant, she would have a cow.

"Wow that's....um.....something." He said. "I also have another thing to tell you something else. When you go back to your tour can I come back with you? See, my family is a bit off and the always argue a lot and the fault of that is sometimes my grandmother and she is my secret keeper and she is my favourite family member but sometime she gets on my nerves. They get mad at me foe no reason sometimes. CPS which is child protective services has been called maybe 4 times, and the police has been called one and I cry almost every night because I always say that my family is either broken or is a disaster. My 2nd older sister is just an ass to me all the time she just doesn't understand what I've been through in school. One of my friends threw my pads and tampons across the room where there were a bunch of guys, I'm waiting for a letter that my friend has written for me, 2 of my of my friends had boyfriends but the boys broke up with them. One of my friends named Mahogany had this guy named Justin and he broke up with her because he had always thought that girls were always to make the first move and that they were not really doing anything. Bryana you niece had a boyfriend and he broke up with her because he said that he wasn't ready for a relationship even though he was dating this girl named Roxanne, but she wasn't very sad. She said that he was ugly anyways. My family is just so... I don't even know how to describe them because they are so horrible. I always keep myself locked up inside my room. My father called me a failure because my binder was broken by Aria. She was stomping on it and the neck of the book with made it break. Sometimes she gets on my nerves she is on minute older that me. And she treats my stuff like its nothing and when Luke is here she doesn't like herself. I'm right my family is broken"

I started crying. I just couldn't hold it inside anymore. Ash held me close to him. I felt so safe in him muscular arms. "Hey. It's okay. I'm gonna get the guys and while I drive them I'm gonna ask if you and Aria want to come with us. Is that gonna be okay if you stay here and do whatever you want to do?" He asked me. I nodded.

Ashton's Point of View

I feel so bad for Tatiana. She has been through pain and suffering. She is very strong. I'm so happy that we're dating.

I went to pick up the guys and I saw them at the vending machine. Michael was beating the crap out of the vending machine. I'm surprised the nurses didn't hear anything. "Michael, why are you beating up the vending machine?" I asked him. "The food won't go any faster. I paid 25 cents for those cookies and now that was just a waste of money. This is why I didn't go to these at the hospital." He said. "Well why did you go to one since you said that this was always gonna, because I was there when you said that. You were, again, beating up one of these. I bet if this was a person, they would really need to got a room in this place. I said. I told the boy to get in the car and that I need to tell them something. The total minutes of the car ride is about, lets say 30-55 minutes. Michael and Calum were arguing about who was gonna sit in the front seat for 20 minutes until I broke it. "Hey guys I need to ask you something." I said. "What is it?" they both said at the same time. "When I dropped of Tatiana, she asked if she could stay with us when we go back to touring. Can she? And yes I'm gonna ask Luke when visiting hours start, Calum" I looked at the rear view mirror and saw Calum smiling. I knew he was gonna ask that question. He is the main one who cares the most about Luke. "Sure. I don't see why not." said Michael. "Only if Luke says yes." Calum said

I was getting really tired of Calum saying that. He is just like Aria. They are both bad at making decisions. "You know what, Calum you are gonna make you own decision. Why do you keep saying that. Do you have a crush on him or what?" I looked in the rear view mirror, and he looked sad. Look, your 19 years old and it's time you make your own decisions. I'mtrying not to sound like a mother or anything, I'm just looking out for you. Alright"