I love you too An Ashton Irwin fanfiction

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Tatiana Point of View

I was sitting on my bed playing dumb ways to die on my phone when someone knocked on my door. "Come in." I said to the mysterious person. It was Aria. "Hey do you think Luke is gonna be okay?" She asked me with a worried face. "He's gonna be okay. Don't worry too much. Now come here. Ashton told me that he heals very fast. Not like that kind of healing that witchcraft people do, he just heals really fast." I always felt like an older sister to Aria. I know that we are just twins and that we should treat each other like we're twins but I sometimes act like I'm older.

I heard another knock on the door."Coming!" I opened the door. " Hey do you know where you sister is. She was supposed to come home at 11:30 or 12:00 it's 2:36. Tell Ashton to hurry, and y'all stay here. I'm gonna go drive around to see where your sister is. Get Kristopher and watch him. He is in my room." I heard the door open, and heard 3 Australian voices say "Hello?"

The Guys came to my room and asked me what happened. My voice started to crack. Ashton came to me and I just couldn't hold it anymore. I was just so torn. I didn't want to live with the issue that my sister was kidnapped because she was walking home and some man grabbed her into her car. 

"Everything is gonna be okay. She is gonna come back. Don't worry." I love it when he comforts me. always feel so safe when I'm in his arms. Then all the thoughts in my head broke loose. I sometimes just have to speak my mind. "What if she doesn't come back what if I have to live with one of my sisters being lost for the rest of my life. What am I gonna do if she really is lost. I'm gonna have people asking me 'What did you do to her, did you kill her then tell people that she went lost?' What am I gonna do with my life?" I started balling. He signaled the guys to go to the living room. "Hey, it's okay She will so come back, and I know that for sure. I know you don't like her but you do have a heart for her. You care very much for your sisters. They have been there for you your whole life. I know you have a very big heart for her. Everything is gonna be alright. " 

I need someone to comfort me when I am in need of help of distress, and Ashton is the one that I need. When I have sometimes just gotten done crying myself to sleep I always crawl into a little ball at night and sometimes call Briana so she can tell me what to do. She is sometimes my savior. "Can you sleep with me tonight? I need someone to comfort me when I'm sleeping." I asked Ashton. "Sure, I would too if one of my family members went missing and no one knew where they were." 

We were up until 3:01 in the morning when we heard the gate open. We all turned our heads to the door. My mum looked in the outside mirror and said that it's my sister. She went outside. I heard a bunch of yelling 

"What the hell gave you the brightest idea to not tell anyone that you where gonna go out with your friends, TO THE FUCKING BAR!!!!!! WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ANYONE THAT YOU WERE GOING TO THE BAR!!!!"

Ashton looked at me. "Yea my family sometimes causes a scene and this is why I want to go with you guys. This is sometimes what I have to deal with everyday." I told him. He gave me a big hug. He is just so sweet. 

"Hey mum an I ask you something?" I asked her "Sure. What is it?" She said. "Well when the guys go back to their touring can me and Aria go back with them?" I asked closing my eyes when I was done.   "Sure I don't see why not you guys are old enough to go on tour dates with you boyfriend. How old are you guys? 18? Yea 18." Sometimes my mum has the worst memory.

"Christina can you come in my room real quick?" I asked her. "Sure. Coming!"

"What in the world gave you the brightest idea to go out with your friends where me and Ashton had to stay up at 2:00 in the morning and YOU DIDN'T EVEN CALL ANYBODY!!! Why did you do this I thought that I was gonna loose a sister. Me and mum would not be happy with you." I yelled at her. I was so mad that I didn't even care how old she was. I was tired and i needed my sleep and i get very very VERY cranky when I get sleepy. "I wanted to go hang out with my friends at the bar. Why are you telling me this stuff? Remember you are 18 and I'm 26 I am way older than you." She said. "Yeah, only by 8 years. Why would you go to the bar when you HAVE A 2 YEAR OLD CHILD WHO NEEDS A MOTHER AT HIS AGE AND I SWEAR IF YOU GET DRUNK FROM ALL THAT DRINKING YOUR GONNA HAVE MY FIST IN YOUR FACE AND DON'T THINK I WON'T DO IT. YOU KNOW THAT I KEEP MY PROMISES. NOW GET OUT THE FUCK OUT OF MY ROOM!!!"  And she walked out of my room.

I sat on my bed and started crying. I heard a knock on my room. I wiped the tears from my eyes. "Come in" I said with my broken voice. "Hey I heard a lot of yelling. What happened?"             Ashton said. "I gave my sister a lecture. And she really deserved it. Why would she go to the bar when she has a 2 year old who needs a mother at his age. She needs a punch in the face because she does not have the right mind to tell herself that she passed the 6th grade. Sometimes I feel like she is just going insane by the hour. She is just sometimes not the smartest thing in the world. She is also an ass because she is just mean for no reason> Even my mum told me that she can be salty for no entire reason. You'll see it when you get used to being here"