He Saved Me || Izuku x Female Reader

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-Y/n's POV-

I don't know why I have been feeling so groggy lately. I keep getting my thoughts mixed up and the days seem to be blurring together. I'm so mentally and physically tired so much of the time. Shinso is supposed to be coming to pick me up anytime now. I've missed hanging out with him.. right? Yeah of course I love him. I also can't get Midoriya out of the back of my mind, I know I'm not supposed to talk to him but I can't help but miss him. I don't know why Shinso doesn't like him but he says he's doing this for my own good. I don't remember why though. Hm. What's been going on with me..

"Hey Babe. I missed you" My door opens and I get pulled out of my thoughts when Shinso comes in and sits down on the bed next to me.

"I missed you too." He grabs me a bit hard and kisses me. "I was wondering if you'd take me to recovery girl today and we could just stay here and hangout in the dorm I haven't been feeling very well. I've been getting bad headaches and-"

"We can hangout here but if anyone asks you think I already took you to recovery girl and your headaches are just a symptom of the medicine you've been taking." He smirks and I slightly giggle.

"Oh how silly of me, you took me earlier I don't know how I could've forgotten. So what should we do today? I know I don't really have anything set up." I look around the room wondering why I've been so lazy to set stuff up. He lifts my chin up to face him as I'm not looking him in the eyes.

"Why don't you clean this fucking mess." I look down and listen to him scold me for not cleaning for him. Tears swell in my eyes but I just nod not wanting to escalate the situation. He doesn't hit me that much, only when I deserve it.

"When you're done with that go make me something to eat babe." He scoffs and scrolls through his phone waiting for me. When suddenly I get a text, I stop cleaning and check who it is.

Midoriya

Hey are you at the dorms? I was going to come talk to you!

You
Yea sure how about you meet me in the kitchen? I'm about to make some food for Shinso

Midoriya

Alright be out there in just a sec :D

I was about to reply when Shinso snatches the phone from me and looks at the messages.

"Oh doll, what did I say about talking to him?" He turns off my phone and throws it to the side before patting the bed to sit next to him. I walk over and sit down not facing him.

"That he doesn't actually care about me and you're the only one who will be here to protect me." I look at him sadly before speaking up a bit, "b-but he's so nice to me we are only friends isn't it okay to just be friends-" He grabs my throat and slams my head into the pillow on the bed. I claw at his hand which only makes him grab me tighter.

"S-shinso I c-can't b-breathe." I barley manage to get out

"You know you aren't supposed to be telling Midoriya anything about us. Be a good girl and tell me what he says when you come back. You know I don't want to hurt you right? I love you, now go." He lets go on me and I quickly gasp for air before throwing on a hoodie and going to get him some food.

I made him some Tempura and quickly waited for a minuet for Midoriya who never showed up. I looked around then just walked back to the dorm and explained to him how Midoriya never showed up. I sat quietly on the bed as he ate. After a few moments of silence he puts his plate up and hovers over me.

"Kiss me." He demands and I do as I'm told. It doesn't feel natural but I do it anyways. "Take your shirt off, you want this." Emotionless I take my shift off as he looks at me in a way that leaves me feeling dirty. Regardless of that I kiss him back and he starts leaving marks on my neck. I want this right? So why does it feel so wrong.