Your POV
It's been 2 months since Lauren left on tour. I miss her so much. We FaceTime almost everyday but it's not the same.
I can't cope without her. She's my rock but she's not here. I've slowly been getting depressed again. I've also stopped eating so I've lost a couple of pounds, but I don't care. I just want Lauren but she's not here. I'm also not going to tell her how badly I'm doing because she'll come over her and miss tour and I don't want that to happen. I don't want to destroy her dreams.
There's a knock on my door again. This is like the 5th time someone knocked and I haven't opened the door. This time I get up and open it. I came to face with Amanda, my bestfriend.
"Woah, what's happened to you?"
"Nothing" I say.
She walks in and closes the door behind her.
"(Y/N) I know Lauren's not here and you miss her but this isn't a way to live."
"I'm fine." I grumble.
"Fine? Have you seen yourself you have dark circles under your eyes. Your eyes are puffy. You've lost a lot of weight and this place is a mess."
"Well thank you..." I mumble.
"I'm sorry (Y/N), it wasn't supposed to come out so harsh."
I look to my right and see a picture of Lauren and I. The picture causes me to start tearing up. Then I'm just pulled into Amanda's loving arms.
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Amanda's POV
(Y/N) finally fell asleep after all of the crying.
I hate seeing my bestfriend like this. I know she misses Lauren a lot. I have to tell Lauren and we have to come up with something to make (Y/N) better.
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the next day
Your POV
Amanda's been here all day but she just left a few minutes ago. She said she had to go get something and then she would be right back.
I've been so sleep deprived lately. Yesterday was the first time I slept for more than 3 hours. Thanks to Amanda. I fell asleep in her arms, but they were nothing like Lauren's.
I still miss Lauren a ton. This gives me an idea. I decide to face time her. Within a few seconds she picks up.
"Hey beautiful" she smiles into the camera.
"Hi baby, I miss yo-u" I say my voice cracking and tears starting to fill my eyes.
"Aww I miss you too, but don't cry princess. You're too pretty to cry." She looks at me sadly. I continue crying until she tells me she has to go.
That's just great. Before she used to have hours to talk to me, but now we barely even speak for five minutes.
I go to my room and get in bed. I curl myself into a ball and continue crying. There's a knock at my door and I'm sure it's Amanda. I trudge towards the door looking down and I open it.
I don't even look up and start walking back to my room when I'm stopped by the familiar husky voice.
"You gonna ignore me baby?"
I look up and run towards Lauren whose arms are opened and I give her a koala hug.
"I missed you so fucking much Laur." I say into her neck as she still holds me up.
"I've missed you too baby." I pull away from her neck and she places me in the ground.
I cup her beautiful face in my hands and kiss her passionately. We got interrupted by someone clearing their throat.
"I helped plan this, but you can thank me later because imma give yall some alone time." Amanda says about to walk away, but before she can I tackled her in a hug and we both fall.
"Thank you so much! You're the best bestfriend in the whole entire world!" I say kissing her whole face except her lips.
We all start laughing at my craziness but thank God Lauren's home. I'm finally happy.
